I must have needed it!!!

NObody likes break up's but one thing that is always good about them is making up up. Anyway it was about 2 years into my relationship with my ex when the most terrible thing happened to me, Yes I walked in on her with another man I returned home from work early one day as i went into the house i heard her moaning I thought she must have that dam rabbit out again but as i got ap-stairs i realised i was about to be heart broken as i peered thru the door I seen her gettin fucked by a well hung man he was pounding her hard from behind in a strange way this got me hard just looking at her cumming all over this guys cockm then swallowing all his cum really done it for me the next thing they noticed me oh shit it felt like it was me that got cought not her anyway that was the end for us or so i thoughtit was later on that year when i was at my xmas night out I seen her for the first time though i often masterbated at the thought of her bein fucked, anyway we chated for a while then decided to go back to hers for the first time I no longer looked at her with love I now seen her as bein a little slut we were just in the door when she bent over to pick up something revealing her pussy which i've gotta say looked a bit differant from before i guess she'd been with a few more ''big men'' so i took the opertunity un zipped and rammed my member straight inside her she must have wanted it because she was soaking as i pounded away she was rubbing her huge moist clit then i felt the biggest female orgasm ever she was screaming as her juices ran down my balls onto my legs she was so wet that i couldnt cum she pulled me out n slid me in her ass 'my first anal' and defo not my last within seconds i was filling her but with my hot cum wich made her orgasm again??? afterwords i quickly left and wanted her to feel used and abused but the feelin i got was that i had been used and abused didn't really matter as i loved it!! so who was