I used to talk too much. ..it bugged ppl, so i am

I am a friend ly person, but seem to drive ppl away and also felt/feels often like a majoity of human interactions seem to lack much substance and many other irssues-but I realitzed how stupid I must be rcently, when it finally clicked that i am the only one i know of who seems to have a problem with it, so right/wrong, wh am i to give any one a tough time on it? So, i decided that if i get to where I am about to overcmpensate by boring everyone to death, i will ust go awat and leave ppl to their business, and keep to myself a bit-I have to do that mostly anyway, so no difference.

There is a good, open person here, but I dont want to bother ppl with that sort of thing, as it seems my version of that was not appreciated much, so I am being respectful to that and just woont show that much if any from now on-and anyone who wants to see it will have to be blunt and drag it out , lol.