Fantasy first outing! Halloween, (A work in progre
Out in public crossdressing for the first time! Halloween the safest time to try this I go to a gay/trans friendly bar. I have loved to crossdress all my life. But while I didn't know why I liked it so much I continually convinced my self I just loved the clothes and feeling feminine! I was not gay and had no desire for men!
It was thrilling to walk into this place with other people for the first time! I had spent hours perfecting my look and today I spent even more preparing for my first outing! I felt it was the best I ever looked! Crotchless black Lace body stocking over a short flared skirt! I cute top with a stretchy fabric that tightly outlined my well established (but fake) breasts. But the lower part of the top flared out accentuating my slim figure, and 3/4 flared sleeves made me feel so feminine!
Men advanced on my immediately but I thru up my defense clearly stating that was not what I was looking for! That I was not gay or interested in men. Two men John and Frank were playing pool and were very friendly and understanding of me. I felt safe with them and stayed nearby talking and laughing. When new men approached me they helped steer them away from me with various comments. Saying I was with them. Though they said it was like I was their date they continued to respect my boundaries! But they did continue to compliment me all evening on how good I looked or they teased me about being such a tease! I found I loved the compliment and was feeling more feminine than ever.
Then the dancing started. It was just us enjoying the music and having fun! But late in the evening when one song ended and the next one was slow John pulled me into a slow dance. It was awkward and we laughed as I tried to figure our where my arms or legs hands should be. But then the laughing ended and we were pressed together! He was tall and I think in a woman's eyes would be consider quite handsome and buff! Part of me felt like stopping the dance and sitting down but part of me was feeling like a sexy woman being held by this stud and proudly thinking all the other women were jellous of me! I soon relaxed and found my head resting on his shoulder! I said my feet were killing me but when he slid his hands lower to my ass and pulled me closer with a little lift it relieve some of that discomfort. I found myself thanking him but he just lowered his lips to my ear and whispered "no, thank you" I knew he was enjoying the feel of my ass! He had been making fun but real comments about it all night which I had been eating up! Often teasing him by swinging it back at him! I figured no harm in a little feel as a payback for all the nice comments! But I was also finding it felt really nice to have my ass handled like this! His lips at my ear had sent a chill up my spine the first time he whispered to me. He leaned in again and his nose seemed to nuzzle my hair then touched my ear as the chills this time seemed more like sparks when he whisper that I smelled incredible and felt even better than he could have imagined. I caught myself catching my breath and feeling more womanly than ever before! I started to question in my own mind why it felt so good to be in his arms! It was a new level of validation for me. So was the large bulge in his crotch that was radiating more heat than I could imagine! Knowing I was the cause of it was a thrill I had never expected!
Feeling it throb against me was giving me thrills that I did not understand. Knowing how it made him feel is was again my validation! Is this the life I should have had, I questioned myself? Was I somehow born in the wrong body! The thrill and warmth within me while being held close by him was undeniable. My mind was fighting it, but my body and maybe my soul too was winning that internal battle! I looked up at him again and our eyes locked again. I could read in his eyes the same thing I was feeling. I felt my cheeks pull higher and my chin rise slightly from the smile that released upon my lips as I gazed up at him. His expression mirrored mine as he gazed down at me. His head desended slowly towards my face. I could feel my hamstrings tighten as I raised myself unto my toes rising to meet him. His hands resting on my backside could surely feel the tightening of my ass as our trajectories reached there collision point!
The ensuing crash was explosive! His lips landed gently on mine and they melded together. There was slight slip of a tongue but that started a gently dual yet I could not tell you who's tongue initiated this! What ever part of my brain had told me I never wanted anything like this had been completely overpowered by the Woman in me that was feeling the elation of a first kiss! It was not that I had never kissed before! I had kissed many women. But this was the first time I was kissed. I could feel his want for me and could not help responding with something I had not known existed in my before! A womanly want, it was as if my enjoyment of the earlier comments and looks I received was suddenly making sense in my mind! I loved being pleasing and sexy to men and for men. It was not for me as I had convinced myself for so long! Our lips were soon crushed together in the most passionate kiss I had ever experienced. They were like the primer that triggered the explosion! Igniting the electricity that flowed like lightning between us causing every nerve in my body to become super sensitive! It was a if I could feel his fingerprints imprinting upon my ass. My own fingers feelings as though I could count each hair that slide across them at I twined them up the back of his neck and into his hair. I could feel my breast pressing hard unto his chest as if they were real. I swear I could feel my nipple pressing into him. Maybe they were hard inside my stuffed bra as I was being turned on the way woman does? Milliseconds behind that initial crash of our lips, secondary charges were exploding inside my body! They were reaking havoc to me internally! Tearing down the once strong defense I had created in my mind to convince my self I that I only like to dress and look like a woman. No I suddenly could not get enough of this man and how womanly he made me feel. Being kissed and handled like this brought a euphoria that that belittled that first thrill I had years ago the first time I slipped into a pair of silky panties! And reake havoc it did as I hungrily sucked at it like a nursing ****** desperate to relieve the growing hunger for this that had so suddenly overtaken my being. Our bodies had melded together swaying slightly as though both our bodies were massaging the others. My internal battle beside, I could no longer deny that I loved this feeling. It felt so right being the submissive feminine half to this strong muscular body that had now so pocessed and consumed me. I relinquished all my defense and surrendered myself to him. He could do what ever he wanted to me. I did not care! I was swimming in a sea of bliss! I did not want this moment to ever end!
As I cling to him I pressed as closely as I could. I felt his excitement against me! Like a heat radiating from his core I was drawn to it like cold hands to a radiator in the winter. Without thinking my right hand traveled down his body imprinting every muscle, bulge, and contour of his body. Generating new electric shocks upon discovering the excitedly hard nipples on his chest and continued on my southward hand journey. My hands moving without conscious thought travel across his taught midriff with a trail of electro sensual sparks as my hands come to naturally cup the hot bulge that threatened to rip through his jeans. I hear and feel the vibrations of his moan across my lips as my caress triggers a surge that I feel travel with the wave of blood that begins at the base and raises skyward filling and expanding through his penis as it floes. The heat eminating beneath my hand is intense. I stretch my fingers around it and squeeze gently while pulling higher. The second moan falls into a wimper as I feel him tremble and shake slightly under my manipulations. This causes his knees to buckle and he goes from holding me firmly to falling slowly to the stuffed seat at the edge of the dance floor where we had been dancing. I fall with him being pulled by the suction of his lips on mine coupled with the vacuum hold I have on his tongue buried now deeply in my mouth. His back collapses and he rolls backwards into the cushiony softness of this seat surrendering himself to my carress’s, as I slide unto one of his legs never stopping our kiss. My hand rises high pulling up and sliding across him feeling every ridge and vein. In my mind I know what he needs and realize I can please him with just my hands and that will not be crossing any lines I try to reason to myself that these kisses are just kisses and are also safely on my side of the line. I break for the kiss and say we should go! My mind screaming that I want to get him in private! He lift me to my feat and rises then guides me back to our table never releasing my hand! We grab our things and head for the exit!
My mind still in turmoil asking what am I doing while my body is screaming at me to wrap myself around him and be consumed by his kisses again. The cool night air is like a splash of cold water in my face and my mind starts to win again. Telling me I cant do this, cant go with him! That is not what I am like. He somehow senses my hesitation! I had told him earlier I was not interested in anything like this I liked woman. He slowed and asked if I was sure I wanted to do this. I started to speak but my words stumbled and my jaw and mouth just froze as I looked at him! I look of disappointment slide across his face even as I could tell he was a trying to hide it! He paused and said that it's ok I had been clear with him when we first talked. He said he didn't want me to do anything I didn't want to do and we probably just got caught up in it. He was being so sweet and understanding! Yet inside a felt really bad as though I had led him on! He said it was getting late anyway. Then spoke with true honesty and said he had really enjoyed spending time with my and the dancing was great. I replied that I never thought I would enjoys dancing with a man but found I really enjoyed it too! Still I felt bad for him and he had been so fun and sweet to me all night! He had made me feel more feminine than I ever thought I could! He asked which way I lived. When I told him he said that was real close to his place if I would like to follow him and stop for one more drink! I had enjoyed my first evening out in public so much and I knew it was greatly because of him. I did not want it to end so quickly, the way he was so understanding and I knew we had just gotten carried away so I thought sure why not! It sounded like a safe enough plan if I got uncomfortable I could leave as my car would be there.
So I followed him! About a ten minute drive but my mind must have gone though hundreds of minutes worth of thoughts reviewing all the things that had happened on my first time out. How great it had all felt. How nice he had been to me! we arrived at his place and he was at my car door to open it before I could get out myself. He took my hand and helped me step out of the car. I was truly greatful because I found this to be harder after all these hours in my heels! I said thanks these heels are a bit tougher to deal with at the end of the night! He replied guess that's the price a girl pays for how they make your ass and legs looks so fantastic! I could not hold back the smile on my face as I consumed another of the great compliments that I had been loving from him all night! As we walked to his door I said I was a bit hungry maybe we should have stopped for a bite. I said I would have treated him since he had been so nice to me all night! Now he smiled! Gosh I found I liked making him smile. He said he could whip up some eggs or something if I liked! I smiled back and said I think it would be more appropriate for the woman to cook for the man and found myself giving him another flirty smile! His smiled beamed back at me at he said he could handle that!
Why could I not stop flirting with him! my mind kept jumping back and clearly remembering every detail and feeling of that kiss, the tongue war, the way it made me feel! How did I let that happen. How could it have felt so good! We entered his place. He said kitchen is straight ahead. AS I walked I in front of him I found my hips swaying more than normal! I was teasing again! I knew his eyes were glued to my ass! He went to the bathroom as I clamored around his kitchen and fridge finding what I needed and started working on a late night breakfast! As he was taking his time my mind wandered and imagined being his sexy girlfriend cooking for him! I found myself smiling at these thoughts! I heard him walking back and as he entered he said "That smells great!" I said it's just eggs and toast, but he replied "I meant the smell of a woman's perfume in my apt! Then added but the site you so sexy standing at my stove is even better! I thought I was smiling with my earlier thought now it felt like the corners of my mouth were connected to my ears! The way I felt when he acknowledged me like this made my knees week. But looking at him in the tight tee shirt and sweat pant he had changed into might have had something to do with that too! Any woman would die for a hunky boyfriend like this! Did my mind say boyfriend again?
To be continued
It was thrilling to walk into this place with other people for the first time! I had spent hours perfecting my look and today I spent even more preparing for my first outing! I felt it was the best I ever looked! Crotchless black Lace body stocking over a short flared skirt! I cute top with a stretchy fabric that tightly outlined my well established (but fake) breasts. But the lower part of the top flared out accentuating my slim figure, and 3/4 flared sleeves made me feel so feminine!
Men advanced on my immediately but I thru up my defense clearly stating that was not what I was looking for! That I was not gay or interested in men. Two men John and Frank were playing pool and were very friendly and understanding of me. I felt safe with them and stayed nearby talking and laughing. When new men approached me they helped steer them away from me with various comments. Saying I was with them. Though they said it was like I was their date they continued to respect my boundaries! But they did continue to compliment me all evening on how good I looked or they teased me about being such a tease! I found I loved the compliment and was feeling more feminine than ever.
Then the dancing started. It was just us enjoying the music and having fun! But late in the evening when one song ended and the next one was slow John pulled me into a slow dance. It was awkward and we laughed as I tried to figure our where my arms or legs hands should be. But then the laughing ended and we were pressed together! He was tall and I think in a woman's eyes would be consider quite handsome and buff! Part of me felt like stopping the dance and sitting down but part of me was feeling like a sexy woman being held by this stud and proudly thinking all the other women were jellous of me! I soon relaxed and found my head resting on his shoulder! I said my feet were killing me but when he slid his hands lower to my ass and pulled me closer with a little lift it relieve some of that discomfort. I found myself thanking him but he just lowered his lips to my ear and whispered "no, thank you" I knew he was enjoying the feel of my ass! He had been making fun but real comments about it all night which I had been eating up! Often teasing him by swinging it back at him! I figured no harm in a little feel as a payback for all the nice comments! But I was also finding it felt really nice to have my ass handled like this! His lips at my ear had sent a chill up my spine the first time he whispered to me. He leaned in again and his nose seemed to nuzzle my hair then touched my ear as the chills this time seemed more like sparks when he whisper that I smelled incredible and felt even better than he could have imagined. I caught myself catching my breath and feeling more womanly than ever before! I started to question in my own mind why it felt so good to be in his arms! It was a new level of validation for me. So was the large bulge in his crotch that was radiating more heat than I could imagine! Knowing I was the cause of it was a thrill I had never expected!
Feeling it throb against me was giving me thrills that I did not understand. Knowing how it made him feel is was again my validation! Is this the life I should have had, I questioned myself? Was I somehow born in the wrong body! The thrill and warmth within me while being held close by him was undeniable. My mind was fighting it, but my body and maybe my soul too was winning that internal battle! I looked up at him again and our eyes locked again. I could read in his eyes the same thing I was feeling. I felt my cheeks pull higher and my chin rise slightly from the smile that released upon my lips as I gazed up at him. His expression mirrored mine as he gazed down at me. His head desended slowly towards my face. I could feel my hamstrings tighten as I raised myself unto my toes rising to meet him. His hands resting on my backside could surely feel the tightening of my ass as our trajectories reached there collision point!
The ensuing crash was explosive! His lips landed gently on mine and they melded together. There was slight slip of a tongue but that started a gently dual yet I could not tell you who's tongue initiated this! What ever part of my brain had told me I never wanted anything like this had been completely overpowered by the Woman in me that was feeling the elation of a first kiss! It was not that I had never kissed before! I had kissed many women. But this was the first time I was kissed. I could feel his want for me and could not help responding with something I had not known existed in my before! A womanly want, it was as if my enjoyment of the earlier comments and looks I received was suddenly making sense in my mind! I loved being pleasing and sexy to men and for men. It was not for me as I had convinced myself for so long! Our lips were soon crushed together in the most passionate kiss I had ever experienced. They were like the primer that triggered the explosion! Igniting the electricity that flowed like lightning between us causing every nerve in my body to become super sensitive! It was a if I could feel his fingerprints imprinting upon my ass. My own fingers feelings as though I could count each hair that slide across them at I twined them up the back of his neck and into his hair. I could feel my breast pressing hard unto his chest as if they were real. I swear I could feel my nipple pressing into him. Maybe they were hard inside my stuffed bra as I was being turned on the way woman does? Milliseconds behind that initial crash of our lips, secondary charges were exploding inside my body! They were reaking havoc to me internally! Tearing down the once strong defense I had created in my mind to convince my self I that I only like to dress and look like a woman. No I suddenly could not get enough of this man and how womanly he made me feel. Being kissed and handled like this brought a euphoria that that belittled that first thrill I had years ago the first time I slipped into a pair of silky panties! And reake havoc it did as I hungrily sucked at it like a nursing ****** desperate to relieve the growing hunger for this that had so suddenly overtaken my being. Our bodies had melded together swaying slightly as though both our bodies were massaging the others. My internal battle beside, I could no longer deny that I loved this feeling. It felt so right being the submissive feminine half to this strong muscular body that had now so pocessed and consumed me. I relinquished all my defense and surrendered myself to him. He could do what ever he wanted to me. I did not care! I was swimming in a sea of bliss! I did not want this moment to ever end!
As I cling to him I pressed as closely as I could. I felt his excitement against me! Like a heat radiating from his core I was drawn to it like cold hands to a radiator in the winter. Without thinking my right hand traveled down his body imprinting every muscle, bulge, and contour of his body. Generating new electric shocks upon discovering the excitedly hard nipples on his chest and continued on my southward hand journey. My hands moving without conscious thought travel across his taught midriff with a trail of electro sensual sparks as my hands come to naturally cup the hot bulge that threatened to rip through his jeans. I hear and feel the vibrations of his moan across my lips as my caress triggers a surge that I feel travel with the wave of blood that begins at the base and raises skyward filling and expanding through his penis as it floes. The heat eminating beneath my hand is intense. I stretch my fingers around it and squeeze gently while pulling higher. The second moan falls into a wimper as I feel him tremble and shake slightly under my manipulations. This causes his knees to buckle and he goes from holding me firmly to falling slowly to the stuffed seat at the edge of the dance floor where we had been dancing. I fall with him being pulled by the suction of his lips on mine coupled with the vacuum hold I have on his tongue buried now deeply in my mouth. His back collapses and he rolls backwards into the cushiony softness of this seat surrendering himself to my carress’s, as I slide unto one of his legs never stopping our kiss. My hand rises high pulling up and sliding across him feeling every ridge and vein. In my mind I know what he needs and realize I can please him with just my hands and that will not be crossing any lines I try to reason to myself that these kisses are just kisses and are also safely on my side of the line. I break for the kiss and say we should go! My mind screaming that I want to get him in private! He lift me to my feat and rises then guides me back to our table never releasing my hand! We grab our things and head for the exit!
My mind still in turmoil asking what am I doing while my body is screaming at me to wrap myself around him and be consumed by his kisses again. The cool night air is like a splash of cold water in my face and my mind starts to win again. Telling me I cant do this, cant go with him! That is not what I am like. He somehow senses my hesitation! I had told him earlier I was not interested in anything like this I liked woman. He slowed and asked if I was sure I wanted to do this. I started to speak but my words stumbled and my jaw and mouth just froze as I looked at him! I look of disappointment slide across his face even as I could tell he was a trying to hide it! He paused and said that it's ok I had been clear with him when we first talked. He said he didn't want me to do anything I didn't want to do and we probably just got caught up in it. He was being so sweet and understanding! Yet inside a felt really bad as though I had led him on! He said it was getting late anyway. Then spoke with true honesty and said he had really enjoyed spending time with my and the dancing was great. I replied that I never thought I would enjoys dancing with a man but found I really enjoyed it too! Still I felt bad for him and he had been so fun and sweet to me all night! He had made me feel more feminine than I ever thought I could! He asked which way I lived. When I told him he said that was real close to his place if I would like to follow him and stop for one more drink! I had enjoyed my first evening out in public so much and I knew it was greatly because of him. I did not want it to end so quickly, the way he was so understanding and I knew we had just gotten carried away so I thought sure why not! It sounded like a safe enough plan if I got uncomfortable I could leave as my car would be there.
So I followed him! About a ten minute drive but my mind must have gone though hundreds of minutes worth of thoughts reviewing all the things that had happened on my first time out. How great it had all felt. How nice he had been to me! we arrived at his place and he was at my car door to open it before I could get out myself. He took my hand and helped me step out of the car. I was truly greatful because I found this to be harder after all these hours in my heels! I said thanks these heels are a bit tougher to deal with at the end of the night! He replied guess that's the price a girl pays for how they make your ass and legs looks so fantastic! I could not hold back the smile on my face as I consumed another of the great compliments that I had been loving from him all night! As we walked to his door I said I was a bit hungry maybe we should have stopped for a bite. I said I would have treated him since he had been so nice to me all night! Now he smiled! Gosh I found I liked making him smile. He said he could whip up some eggs or something if I liked! I smiled back and said I think it would be more appropriate for the woman to cook for the man and found myself giving him another flirty smile! His smiled beamed back at me at he said he could handle that!
Why could I not stop flirting with him! my mind kept jumping back and clearly remembering every detail and feeling of that kiss, the tongue war, the way it made me feel! How did I let that happen. How could it have felt so good! We entered his place. He said kitchen is straight ahead. AS I walked I in front of him I found my hips swaying more than normal! I was teasing again! I knew his eyes were glued to my ass! He went to the bathroom as I clamored around his kitchen and fridge finding what I needed and started working on a late night breakfast! As he was taking his time my mind wandered and imagined being his sexy girlfriend cooking for him! I found myself smiling at these thoughts! I heard him walking back and as he entered he said "That smells great!" I said it's just eggs and toast, but he replied "I meant the smell of a woman's perfume in my apt! Then added but the site you so sexy standing at my stove is even better! I thought I was smiling with my earlier thought now it felt like the corners of my mouth were connected to my ears! The way I felt when he acknowledged me like this made my knees week. But looking at him in the tight tee shirt and sweat pant he had changed into might have had something to do with that too! Any woman would die for a hunky boyfriend like this! Did my mind say boyfriend again?
To be continued
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