Daily Records... OKTOBER 2009
October 19, 2009
No, I am not gonna do a diary. Yes, I like to write sometimes. No, I don´t usually write in English - my native language is SWEDISH = SVENSKA.
October 12, 2009
Finallty the one day of the Year that always seem to make my thoughts a bit shivering...
My favourite ghost, the eternal DEATH in the same time a reminder of the eternal BIRTH.
This Year a unusual NEW MORNING. Even if it only is in my own mind these feelings of Joy and Happiness exist, still I feel the underlying relaxed atmosphere here at xHamster that almost in secret fulfill the 60´s LOVE PEACE and UNDERSTANDING promises of the Hippie Movement.
But NO, let them dreams stay put in those forgotten years!
There is a long way to the long sought dream of Peace on Earth.. But for shure, the peace WILL come when people start realize the true value and meaning and utter necessity of those strong bonds that so naturally exist among all people. The "Anti-Peace" people has to put a TREMENDOUS energy in their efforts to NOT love people. It is the SUPRESSOR that all the time is on the edge of falling apart. LOVE is the easiest feeling in life. People die from NOT loving each other.
I am very happy that I myself have had the courage to admit my own longing for LOVE, and also to have found this little community where LOVE is a common interest.
After all, isn´t that what LOVE is; a matter of common interest!
Still Oct 11, 2009.
Day of birth is for me always a reminder of life - the never ending quest; What am I doing here?
I see life cyclic, the earth revolving around the sun, seasons come, seasons go, each season naturally and in harmony with the times succeeding each other.
This happy place * x Hamster * have suddenly become a haven for my thoughts. I can feel an harmony in my self being able to publicly showing my acceptance of my inner feelings and needs: I am an human being, I am an living entity, and I feel the responsibility for myself, my body and also for life itself, without really exactly being able to define or describe all parts of live, or even the holiness of it - I don´t need to. I accept being alive, being a person, not a guru or god. Enough being myself and in contact with human beings also feeling their feelings, accepting the mystery of life, not only accepting but enjoying and celebrating that indescribably force we call love and affection for life and for beings and for people and friends.
11 Oct 09: Struggled half the night to get avatar in order.
Nice picture of home + a little diffuse ico in ico..
Tomorrow birth-day! Any body care being birthday present? Just show up in time!!
3 October 09: Now, I have got 6 new friends! Working on my profile, new picture on the line.
Hello!
I´m quite new here, so I would like to find some friends in this inspiring field..
It´s amusing find women my own age with similar interests.
No, I am not gonna do a diary. Yes, I like to write sometimes. No, I don´t usually write in English - my native language is SWEDISH = SVENSKA.
October 12, 2009
Finallty the one day of the Year that always seem to make my thoughts a bit shivering...
My favourite ghost, the eternal DEATH in the same time a reminder of the eternal BIRTH.
This Year a unusual NEW MORNING. Even if it only is in my own mind these feelings of Joy and Happiness exist, still I feel the underlying relaxed atmosphere here at xHamster that almost in secret fulfill the 60´s LOVE PEACE and UNDERSTANDING promises of the Hippie Movement.
But NO, let them dreams stay put in those forgotten years!
There is a long way to the long sought dream of Peace on Earth.. But for shure, the peace WILL come when people start realize the true value and meaning and utter necessity of those strong bonds that so naturally exist among all people. The "Anti-Peace" people has to put a TREMENDOUS energy in their efforts to NOT love people. It is the SUPRESSOR that all the time is on the edge of falling apart. LOVE is the easiest feeling in life. People die from NOT loving each other.
I am very happy that I myself have had the courage to admit my own longing for LOVE, and also to have found this little community where LOVE is a common interest.
After all, isn´t that what LOVE is; a matter of common interest!
Still Oct 11, 2009.
Day of birth is for me always a reminder of life - the never ending quest; What am I doing here?
I see life cyclic, the earth revolving around the sun, seasons come, seasons go, each season naturally and in harmony with the times succeeding each other.
This happy place * x Hamster * have suddenly become a haven for my thoughts. I can feel an harmony in my self being able to publicly showing my acceptance of my inner feelings and needs: I am an human being, I am an living entity, and I feel the responsibility for myself, my body and also for life itself, without really exactly being able to define or describe all parts of live, or even the holiness of it - I don´t need to. I accept being alive, being a person, not a guru or god. Enough being myself and in contact with human beings also feeling their feelings, accepting the mystery of life, not only accepting but enjoying and celebrating that indescribably force we call love and affection for life and for beings and for people and friends.
11 Oct 09: Struggled half the night to get avatar in order.
Nice picture of home + a little diffuse ico in ico..
Tomorrow birth-day! Any body care being birthday present? Just show up in time!!
3 October 09: Now, I have got 6 new friends! Working on my profile, new picture on the line.
Hello!
I´m quite new here, so I would like to find some friends in this inspiring field..
It´s amusing find women my own age with similar interests.
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