Gonna go all the way tonight...

I stayed at that phase for a while...playing the scaredy-cat, trying to resist my urges by just playing online...and then every once in a while showing just how much of a dirty cocksucking whore I could be when repressed. My schedule switched, so I had almost no time to play...until I went on a trip.

It's the old saw, what happens in Vegas...once I found out about my impending trip, I started to look, and found a hot guy. I ditched the meeting I was supposed to be at, met him at a hotel, and wore what I'd been able to sneak into my bags. We were able to take our time, go slow, and we had a lot of fun. First black guy, so that was really fun, and after I sucked him and got him ready, he told me to kneel on the bed and get ready to become a real woman.

I'd waited a long time for that, and this was the special moment. It hurt at first, but he went slow, and pretty soon I was moaning softly with every thrust. We switched positions, with my riding him cowgirl style... it was just incredible. I couldn't believe how strong and solid he seemed...his chest was like a rock, even if he didn't look super muscular. I gave him everything I had, and he eventually came for me, then rubbed my clitty until I came.

They say every girl falls a bit for her first, and it's true...there's a part of me that still thinks about him and that wonderful time we shared.