Reason why i might not wanna do tributes anymore (

so to anyone whos reading this, ive recently been thinking whether i should stop doing tributes or not. now im not saying like ill take a break from doing them, im serious about this so if i decide not to do anymore tributes then ill be done with tributes for good. Now my reason to why ive even been considering this is that ive recently been screwing up in doing tributes recently. ive either been not blowing a big enough load to those tributes or ive been cumming to quickly thus making like a 30 second tribute and i usually want to make it a bit longer than that (like 1 or 2 min long) and i know that people can make 30 second tributes and still get a lot of good support from others on those vids but it just my personal taste to make my tributes a bit longer. Also im sure people who do tribute vids will understand this when i say that its hard making tributes at times whether you dont have enough time to do them or that just saving a load for those tributes is hard enough (especially for me since ive been jerking off alot late at night and cumming by accident which i hate doing)

so heres the scenario for when i do tributes - i try to save a good enough load (like a 3-4 day load) then the day i do the tribute i jerk off a bit to get myself going and then i record the tribute. but even still im having trouble blowing a good enough load and true i can always just wait a bit more in like a week or so but i usually cant hold it for that long till i feel like i need to jerk off. so its because of this im thinking whether i should even bother doing tributes or not.

since im stil not sure that i should quit or not, ill let you guys decide whether i should or not and give me a good reason on why i should keep doing them cuz maybe just seeing some support might make me get over this stupid decision. also if i do plan on continuing tributes again i want to ask,

do you want me to play porn in the background for when i record my tributes or do you just wanna hear my moans and play nothing in the background at all?

(also sorry if this is such a long post, just had to tell you guys everything thats been on my mind)