How I was Awakened

Innocence is such a sweet thing until you discover the world of BDSM. When I found I liked being in control, I wanted to see how far it went, that's when I met her, the woman who took my control, took my punishment to the extreme. We talked online for 3 months, each time I would tell her what I wanted to do to her, and each time she would tell me what else she wanted me to do, She wanted us to meet, and so she drove from Manchester to meet her Master. When we met she brought beeswax candles and cigarettes with her. I told her to undress, which she did, I then told her to drop to her hands and knees and I would use her as a coffee table. I at this point realised what the extreme this girl wanted was, as I not only used her as an object but didnt care what I was doing to her mentally.
I don't feel regret, nor do I feel guilt. I have a harsh controlling Dominate side and this a****l wants to be set free again. PM me is you want to know more.