ADDICTED 2 ROUGH SEX

As many of u know, I am addicted 2 rough sex, tough guys who TDTM, take charge, have their way, eg, gaging, choking, slapping, the whole scene. But here’s the immediate situation: 3 brothers control a lot of Vegas street action. 2 r 2 die for; vintage BBC: Huge, massive muscles, pecs, abs, NFL lineman bodies:(1 played 4 UNLV n the other is bigger than any NFL lineman). The 3rd is at best so-so. I’d have emptied my checkbook to do the 1st 2, spend some serious time on those pecs, abs, biceps, but I could never get their attention and I was already entangled with too many other nasty types. A gf went out with them and they trashed her: banged up, bitch slapped u*********s, torn, an embarrassing ER trip. But it turned me on, and because it was just b4 I was moving 2 New York, I called and said it was my last night and I was going out with their “sorry asses.” After a pause, the reply was “don’t u ever dare tell us what we’re doing, you sick tub-of-lard bitch; we’d stick our dicks n acid b4 we’d stick ‘em n u.” They hung up. That night, my last performance at the lounge, the 3rd one came n and I publically humiliated him from the stage. He came to the after party and I gave him more of the same, until I had him thrown out. That was a few months ago. Last night, here n NYC, they called and said the matter would be settled Saturday 11pm, an address in a bad section of the Bronx and if I knew what was good for me, I’d b there alone. I am going; I can’t help myself. They may dump me n the East River, they put me on the street, or, if I’m lucky, they may give me to the 3rd. But it won’t be nice. I won’t allow anyone to go with me in any sense. But I do need some advice, input: Assuming u were going, how would u handle it? It is not my style to apologize or back down. Regardless of how I am n bed, I always come on strong, overly direct. THOUGHTS PLEASE!!!