Easter's on the way

Hmm Hmm

I am still so excited about being a woman in public, preferably on a tgirl friendly place. But God its hard. God it's scary. I need a good outfit, I need a new wig, I need comfortable underwear that also makes me feel hot.

There is so much missing, materially of course, but also the courage. Dreaming of a place where you could just go and they provided you with everything and then you could just have fun.

Yes, I am a bit insecure. I am not very insecure about my femininity, but I am scared what might happen If i bring it out in public.

Otherwise, the easter might be a time when I just find regular friends to spend time with, or then I escape to my daydreaming of chilling out in underwear in front of the web-cam. While that can be fun I still would so much want to have you guys around me at a club rather than wanking for me in front of your PC screens.

And girls, girls. It would be interesting meeting some other girls for real since it is hard to keep contact through porn sites.

But what choices are there when you do not have the clothes, courage and the support + being afraid of being beaten up.

*sigh*

Bunzzz