Missed opportunities

wish i had more guts when i was younger....when i was first dating my daughter's mother i lived in a pretty bohemian kinda place out in the country.......across the street from us a bunch of gay guy friends lived and we'd party together all the time....one night we were all in one of there apartments and one of the gay guys was hitting on me and my girlfriend really hard......we were kinda embarrassed...shame we had to feel like that...he was trying to get us to go outside with him in the field out back...we shook him off eventually but in retrospect, it would have been so fun to at least fuck in front of him......he seemed to be as into her as he was me......would have been so hot to let him watch us