Kavliara pitsirika !!
Edw kai kairo kavlwna trela me thn mikroterh aderfh mias filhs mou. Milame gia 19 xronwn kavlitsa me tromeres vyzares k kavliarikh kwlara !! Thn epaiza syxna gia parth ths...alla den hksera pws na thn plhsiasw !! Foititria ayth, spoudaze sth Thesalonikh, mia polh pou logw douleias episkeptomoun syxna.
Prin kati mhnes, vrethika ekei kai dixws na xw parea thn thymithika k ths eipa na phgainame gia kana cafedaki. Me ta polla o cafes, egine vradino poto opou k vrethikame se ena magazaki na thn perimenw. Me to pou thn vlepw na skaei me ena mpoustaki me to vyzi mexri to laimo...vamenh sthn pena k ena kollan na grafei h kwlara ths...kavlwsa amesws. Ekei einai pou katalava pws h kavliara, hthele na pidixtei poly perissotero ap'oti thelw egw !! Hpiame ta pota mas sto xalaro k xwris na xasei xrono arxise na mou rixnei gelakia k na dagkwnetai !! Ekei einai pou ths petaksa thn ataka pws an synexisoume na pinoume vlepw na me vasanizei !! Xamogelase k xwris na xasei xrono mou apanthse "AYTO THELW".
Gia pote plhrwsa, gia pote fygame, gia pote eixame mpei mesa sth gkarsoniera pou menei...oute k gw kserw !! Me to pou kleisame thn porta, gonatise kai mou ton evgale apo to panteloni. Arxise na mou ton roufa olo lysa, ta matia ths edeixnan tromerh dipsa. Mou ton eftyne k pali mesa mexri to lariggi. Arxise na pnigetai. Na dakryzei. "Thelw na ton valeis anamesa apo tis vyzares sou, na stis gamisw" !! Amesws to kane praksh !! Ton esfikse kalaaaa k arxise na tis anevokatevazei me to rythmo !! Den antexa allo. Thn kollisa ston toixo ths katevasa to kollan me to string k thn karfwsa xwris eleos. Den hthela na allaksw stash !! Thn eskiza panw ston toixo k eskouze san skylitsa. Thn gamousa k ta arxidia mou akougontousan opws xtypagane thn kwlara ths me dynamh. To mono pou psithirize htan "Pio ghrgora, mh stamatas".
Thn petaksa sto patwma anaskela, k eglypsa olh thn ksanthi ths mounara. Thn roufiksa kyiolektika olh. "XWSE TO PALOUKI SOU K KSESKISE ME MWRO MOU" eipe !! Evala ta podia ths panw apo tous wmous mou k thn gamaga oso pio dynata k vathia mporousa !! Dagkwna tis roges ths kai thn kseskiza opws ths aksize. Me esprwkse kai strwthike sta 4 na me tsimpoukwsei enw to xeri mou xaideve apo panw thn kwlara ths. Den argise na ftasei to daktylaki mou sthn kwlotrypa ths k na arxisei na thn sprwxnei. "MMMMM NOMIZW PWS AYTH THN KWLARA THELW NA THN KSESKISW". Den teleiwsa th frash mou k gyrise anapoda k anoikse ta kwlomeria ths terma !! "KAN'TOOO" eipe. Ths thn saliwsa kala...k exwsa to xontro mou poutsokefalo sthn akrh tou kwlou ths. Mesa se liga deyterolepta eixa mpei mexri th mesh...k syntoma OLOS !! arxize na soukzei alla na goustarei. Thn karfwna dynata k ths travaga ta mallia. Oso eskouze toso me kavlwne h paliopoutana. To kinhto ths dipla xtypage. Htan h aderfh ths. Epithdes ths kanw "de tha to shkwseis"...alla htan toso kavlwmenh pou kyriolektika ths ksefyge h frash "gama thn" (xalara tha to kana edw pou ta leme ;) ) !!
Ta arxidia mou eixan pistei k eixa arxisei na dipsaw gia na thn XYSWWWWW !! Hthela omws na mou to zhthsei ayth !! Ela omws pou to tsoulaki de xortaine me tpt !! Me petakse anaskela k anevhke panw mou na gamithei opws hthele. axalinwta. Astamathta !! Xorophdage k epaize me tis kavlwmenes tis roges oso egw ths exwna daktylo k sthn kwlara.
Kapoia stigmh katevhke k arxise na me tsimpoukwnei trela k pali. THA XYSW...ths fwnaksa...!! PETA TA opou thes mou leei !! Hthela na th xysw pantou, na thn kanw mpanio me ta xysia mou, na thn kseftylisw sto xysimo alla eprepe na dialleksw ekeinh th stigmh. Den hksera ti hthela. Na xysw stis vyzares tis pou toso poly me kavlwnan?? Sthn KKLWARA THS POU EIXE KSESKISTEI MIA XARA ?? Sto proswpaki ths, na ths to sofatiza olo ??
XYNWWWWWWWWW...fwnaksa...k krathsa to kefali ths sfixta na mhn afhsei to poutso mou. Ths plymhrisa...olo to stoma. Thn mpoukwsa me ta xysia mou, Thn akouga na pnigetai...alla na mhn paraponietai...k molis k h teleytaia stagona vghke apo to poutsokefalo mou...thn straggikse kala k ta eftyse panw stis vyzares tis !! Hthela na th vgalw fwto alla de me afhne, fovotan...kai edw pou ta leme...kala ekane. Tetoio theama tha htan na to moirasteis me kosmo...opws kai olh ayth h empeiria ;) !!
Prin kati mhnes, vrethika ekei kai dixws na xw parea thn thymithika k ths eipa na phgainame gia kana cafedaki. Me ta polla o cafes, egine vradino poto opou k vrethikame se ena magazaki na thn perimenw. Me to pou thn vlepw na skaei me ena mpoustaki me to vyzi mexri to laimo...vamenh sthn pena k ena kollan na grafei h kwlara ths...kavlwsa amesws. Ekei einai pou katalava pws h kavliara, hthele na pidixtei poly perissotero ap'oti thelw egw !! Hpiame ta pota mas sto xalaro k xwris na xasei xrono arxise na mou rixnei gelakia k na dagkwnetai !! Ekei einai pou ths petaksa thn ataka pws an synexisoume na pinoume vlepw na me vasanizei !! Xamogelase k xwris na xasei xrono mou apanthse "AYTO THELW".
Gia pote plhrwsa, gia pote fygame, gia pote eixame mpei mesa sth gkarsoniera pou menei...oute k gw kserw !! Me to pou kleisame thn porta, gonatise kai mou ton evgale apo to panteloni. Arxise na mou ton roufa olo lysa, ta matia ths edeixnan tromerh dipsa. Mou ton eftyne k pali mesa mexri to lariggi. Arxise na pnigetai. Na dakryzei. "Thelw na ton valeis anamesa apo tis vyzares sou, na stis gamisw" !! Amesws to kane praksh !! Ton esfikse kalaaaa k arxise na tis anevokatevazei me to rythmo !! Den antexa allo. Thn kollisa ston toixo ths katevasa to kollan me to string k thn karfwsa xwris eleos. Den hthela na allaksw stash !! Thn eskiza panw ston toixo k eskouze san skylitsa. Thn gamousa k ta arxidia mou akougontousan opws xtypagane thn kwlara ths me dynamh. To mono pou psithirize htan "Pio ghrgora, mh stamatas".
Thn petaksa sto patwma anaskela, k eglypsa olh thn ksanthi ths mounara. Thn roufiksa kyiolektika olh. "XWSE TO PALOUKI SOU K KSESKISE ME MWRO MOU" eipe !! Evala ta podia ths panw apo tous wmous mou k thn gamaga oso pio dynata k vathia mporousa !! Dagkwna tis roges ths kai thn kseskiza opws ths aksize. Me esprwkse kai strwthike sta 4 na me tsimpoukwsei enw to xeri mou xaideve apo panw thn kwlara ths. Den argise na ftasei to daktylaki mou sthn kwlotrypa ths k na arxisei na thn sprwxnei. "MMMMM NOMIZW PWS AYTH THN KWLARA THELW NA THN KSESKISW". Den teleiwsa th frash mou k gyrise anapoda k anoikse ta kwlomeria ths terma !! "KAN'TOOO" eipe. Ths thn saliwsa kala...k exwsa to xontro mou poutsokefalo sthn akrh tou kwlou ths. Mesa se liga deyterolepta eixa mpei mexri th mesh...k syntoma OLOS !! arxize na soukzei alla na goustarei. Thn karfwna dynata k ths travaga ta mallia. Oso eskouze toso me kavlwne h paliopoutana. To kinhto ths dipla xtypage. Htan h aderfh ths. Epithdes ths kanw "de tha to shkwseis"...alla htan toso kavlwmenh pou kyriolektika ths ksefyge h frash "gama thn" (xalara tha to kana edw pou ta leme ;) ) !!
Ta arxidia mou eixan pistei k eixa arxisei na dipsaw gia na thn XYSWWWWW !! Hthela omws na mou to zhthsei ayth !! Ela omws pou to tsoulaki de xortaine me tpt !! Me petakse anaskela k anevhke panw mou na gamithei opws hthele. axalinwta. Astamathta !! Xorophdage k epaize me tis kavlwmenes tis roges oso egw ths exwna daktylo k sthn kwlara.
Kapoia stigmh katevhke k arxise na me tsimpoukwnei trela k pali. THA XYSW...ths fwnaksa...!! PETA TA opou thes mou leei !! Hthela na th xysw pantou, na thn kanw mpanio me ta xysia mou, na thn kseftylisw sto xysimo alla eprepe na dialleksw ekeinh th stigmh. Den hksera ti hthela. Na xysw stis vyzares tis pou toso poly me kavlwnan?? Sthn KKLWARA THS POU EIXE KSESKISTEI MIA XARA ?? Sto proswpaki ths, na ths to sofatiza olo ??
XYNWWWWWWWWW...fwnaksa...k krathsa to kefali ths sfixta na mhn afhsei to poutso mou. Ths plymhrisa...olo to stoma. Thn mpoukwsa me ta xysia mou, Thn akouga na pnigetai...alla na mhn paraponietai...k molis k h teleytaia stagona vghke apo to poutsokefalo mou...thn straggikse kala k ta eftyse panw stis vyzares tis !! Hthela na th vgalw fwto alla de me afhne, fovotan...kai edw pou ta leme...kala ekane. Tetoio theama tha htan na to moirasteis me kosmo...opws kai olh ayth h empeiria ;) !!
11年前
