Releasing the sissy

I'm a 22 year old who has been dressing since I was 12 primarily in my older sisters outfits; starting with her skirts and tights, ballet class outfits/ costumes, moving to her panties, bras, lingere, makeup, prom dresses as i got older. initially it was just a weird excitement then progressed to arousing, masturbation then to the point in highschool where i would fantasize about her boyfriend while dressing and exploring my boi pussy. ive been using a dildo only for a couple years but now crave the real thing....

my biggest fantisies are being transformec into a girl by another girl, seducing a boy while transformed, and letting him have his way with me like a total slut.

my only experience was in college where i sucked a gay boys cock and he came alll over my face. ive been too shy to go further as of yet. we were drunk at a party and both on the swim team. i was regularly aroused by him in his speedo and often got embarassingly hard in mine thinking about his cock. i knew he was gay and at a party made out in the back room and went back to my place. we undressed each other, felt up each others cocks to the point of pre cum. i couldnt help myself and went down on him licking, sucking and he came all over within aminute of me starting.

i hope to achieve transformation into the girl ive always wanted to be....