Releasing the Sissy

Hi, I am 32 years old and have been dressing in my Aunties, sisters, mothers clothes since I was 15. In the last few years i have started to buy my own Lingerie and slutty attire.

I have a few toys that I use, My inflatable butt plug, 9 Inch suction base black dildo, and a 17 inch long x 4 inch in girth bat that i just recently purchased still afraid to use.

I dream of one day being a complete Submissive Sissy slut to my Girlfriend and I crave of real men's cock filling me up on a daily basis.

I hope to achieve through this training how to take on a gangbang, become a perfect sexretary. Any punishment is acceptable for long distance and site training, whatever mistress deems necessary.

My first experience was when I was 15 and my brother and uncle caught me wearing my aunties clothes (brother is a closet gay and uncle is openly gay) when they caught me they had me locked in my bedroom (single bed) and insisted on me sucking their cocks. I started off slowly with my uncles cock it was probly 5 and half inches and not very thick so it sort of loosened my mouth up when my brother dropped his pants and showed my his long thick cock I could feel the saliva drooling out my mouth. I turned my attention to him whilst my uncle with no mercy shoved his cock straight up my ass (this was when they told me it was my boi pussy). My brother started face fucking me calling me a little white sissy slut (which i love to be called now. They switched ends, my brother took it slowly inserting his big fat man cock inside of me, it hurt but whats abit of pain. I licked my uncles cock clean and proceeded to suck and lick him till he shoot all over my face. My brother then picked up pace and started fucking me hard and fast until he exploded in my ass leaving me with a beautiful creapmpie. And this is how i turned into their cum dumpster.