Student, of life.

I am nearly amazed at how much more I learn about myself, every day; at how years have changed me...and how old concepts, and things I would have sworn were my reality...just crumble under introspect

My morals tested...I am more deviant than I thought...
My desires tested...I want more, than I have been given...
My sanity tested...I am sharper, than a razor...
My abilities tested...I don't just accomplish, I exceed...
My sensibilities tested...I can hurt, more than I care to admit...
My creativity tested...I can reinvent the world...
My heart tested...It is so full of primal passions, romantic love, warmth, chaotic good, dark corners, and room for the world...It will beat still, when my body dies.

No wonder I have heard that I am wonderful, amazing, the best, the most...whatever...

Only to be told later...that I'm too much.