A week on. It is what it is.

A week on, and how's it on here
Well, I'm getting a grip on things, as you can see
A rather slippery grip
My desire for a cd cock pervades
I'm getting a new slant on my sexuality
Where as I just worshipped shemales, I've got an urge for a slim cd now. Flat chested and completely shaven
In stockings, and a tight dress
Panty bulge not optional
This is a definite
However, I find there's a gay slant creeping in
However, I'm sure I prefer femininity in gays
I remain very manly, and still desire to worship
What I do find though is the singularity and loneliness on here
The insecurity of non communication
I'd thought it would be much more open
I see offers of chats etc, but no mention of clubs or anything about a London Scene
The loneliness of solo acts pervades
I get aroused watching my own postings, and like to imagine CDs wanting to give me a handjob, or throat fuck me while is pump my cock
I suppose paying a cd seems the only way forward at the moment
That's depressing
So much desire out there.
So much loneliness
Except for GIJane, there's been no real contact
No thrill of anyone else

It is what it is.