Explanation Friends only
Apparently there was some concern that I was retiring my profile & leaving the site over the past 48 hours. Well let me first start with that I'm not and don't have any intentions to anytime soon. With that being seeing said I'll be more careful about mass removal of content as to not arise a panic. As far as what did happen ? I don't like to come here and dump my personal problems on people or bug them with may be bothering me in my world. I see this site as an escape from all that. A place to come for fun & for conversations that always don't have to be about the fate of the world. I'm not what that just easily opens up about my problems so I'll just put it out there.
1. Over the past couple of months I've begun to really dislike my job.. I won't say hate because overall my employers have been good to me. But the work itself and the stresses that come with it I haven't been happy at all with it. And the fact that I really don't have any other options gets me even more pissed about every morning...
2. Thursday night I went to the viewing of a close friends father who passed away last weekend, I have another friend who had a relative dealing with cancer that lost that battle today which will take me to North Carolina for a funeral this week. And I spreading the ashes of another person later this month.
So with my own problems and everyone in my personal life suffering loss & of course typical xham bullshit at 2am looking at my profile and thinking about all the stuff swirling in my head I decided I hated everything !!
Little did I know me taking everything and logging in for awhile would cause a panic but I guess I apologize lol... I just didn't want to bother anyone with all that so when I got to clicking I couldnt stop for some reason. Now my profile is a little lacking now and I guess I'll fix that but I'm not quite sure what I'll do with. But it will be here. Sorry for all the heavy stuff but business will be back to normal soon hopefully when my head actually has good stuff in it and I can stop going to funerals.
1. Over the past couple of months I've begun to really dislike my job.. I won't say hate because overall my employers have been good to me. But the work itself and the stresses that come with it I haven't been happy at all with it. And the fact that I really don't have any other options gets me even more pissed about every morning...
2. Thursday night I went to the viewing of a close friends father who passed away last weekend, I have another friend who had a relative dealing with cancer that lost that battle today which will take me to North Carolina for a funeral this week. And I spreading the ashes of another person later this month.
So with my own problems and everyone in my personal life suffering loss & of course typical xham bullshit at 2am looking at my profile and thinking about all the stuff swirling in my head I decided I hated everything !!
Little did I know me taking everything and logging in for awhile would cause a panic but I guess I apologize lol... I just didn't want to bother anyone with all that so when I got to clicking I couldnt stop for some reason. Now my profile is a little lacking now and I guess I'll fix that but I'm not quite sure what I'll do with. But it will be here. Sorry for all the heavy stuff but business will be back to normal soon hopefully when my head actually has good stuff in it and I can stop going to funerals.
11年前
