Autoerotic diary: to fuck my ass

Yesterday i've fucked my ass.

Slowly gaping it and playing with a jelly dildo, i've started with a few cm inm y ass...

it was so strange; i use sometimes to fill my asshole with a finger or two...while stroking...but that jelly thing in my ass was...so big... well it isn't a big dildo, just regular, but in my ass, my ass feel it like a big thing...

Spreading my ass, out of the edge of a chair, looking this
http://xhamster.com/movies/3189216/gold_spandex.html

and pumping my ass hole...

The vid? yes is not pure sex, is just...hot... but my shiny addiction always appear in those moments of mad horny fun... shine...it shinez...sinezz mmmmm

continued on thi
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and this
http://xhamster.com/movies/3128909/another_shiny_ass.html

and this
http://xhamster.com/movies/3212381/ebony_ass_worship.html

this
http://xhamster.com/movies/1381829/randy_leather_ass_worship.html

i was so horny...the pleasure rising with the dildo going down slow...i feel it... i like this double work...triple...fuck brain (with video) cock and ass... ohhh i'm so bad...so perv...so sick...

cum? a lot
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on this... ohhh baby...

am so dependent on asses glittering to want to fuck my ass for assonance?May be
Am i just dependent from autoerotic pleasure the more than real couple pleasure?No...i fuck in different way with people, i cum and have fun in different way...and like it the same...

is this a message from the subconscious?meaning?