My incredible X-rated Birthday!
So, yesterday was my birthday. Overall it was very very pleasant, despite having some hard decisions to make. It also marked the first time i've had a birthday while being in a D/s relationship (anywhere...live or online). Didn't know what the rules would be, didn't know what to expect, but man was i ever pleasantly surprised, and so very grateful to my Dom for making it so special and memorable.
We both managed to play hooky today, giving us ample time to step back from all the real-life stresses and just, well, celebrate. Simply revel in each other, in His Domination of me, and in my submission to Him.
We met at a local motel, the kind with sparse furnishings and a 'day rate', and had several hours to live out any number of the fantasies we've been discussing. Starting with my birthday paddy whacks...a few more than 40 of them. With His hands, with a flogger, with a slapper. None of it hurt more than i could manage; we are still learning each other and He is very careful not to push me too far too fast. But even still, i was on fire by the time He was done!
In addition to that very special present, i absolutely loved having my breasts bound by another person for the first time...SO hot. And having someone else use suction tubes on my nipples. Not being the one in control of the tension was a completely different experience. i was just dripping by the time He had them both in place. The nipples got swollen quickly and He removed the suction in favour of clamps. Also a great sensation, especially as He pulled at and played with them.
There was a lot of face fucking, as i'd requested (i'm determined to learn how to deepthroat), and some titfucking which was also new and interesting, along with blindfolds, my first ball gag experience (HOT! Thoroughly enjoyed it despite a slightly sore jaw), an array of toys for my pussy and ass...and the hitachi. OMFG that thing is truly evil. It can go from highly erotic to ultra-horrifying in the blink of an eye. i loved it.
And the bondage itself...not just the rope harness He made to go around my tied tits, but being bound to the bed..."helpless"...having to trust in Him. There was an ice bucket and He used the ice to freeze my now-tender nipples, and ran it all over me, ending with my clit. Jesus Christ what a sensation.
When He went out to His car to get something He left me tied, gagged, blindfolded, with ass plugged and cunt vibed...it was spectacular to just be able to sink into it. Without any concern as to whether i should be trusting this Man. And it turned out that what He'd picked up from the car was His lighter...to go with the candle He'd had me bring. The most amazing thing about the blindfold was that i was taken by surprise - totally - when the first wax hit my chest. i was so close to cumming right then and there, but got distracted by the droplets of wax and where the next one might land - and the ice He was using between the drops of wax. OMG the hot vs. cold was wonderful.
Of course, the fucking was lovely. The cumming was lovely. Truly lovely. i'm not glossing over it; rather in many ways those were the most vanilla elements. Very very very amazing, and i would have missed them terribly had they been absent, but they just weren't where the fantasies were focused.
Hand in hand with all the adventures, there were a couple things that made the day truly profound, and for which i am very grateful:
1) The realization of literally decades of BDSM fantasies. We played once before today, and i felt the very same thing then...that i was floating in this bizarre, extraordinary, haze between fantasy and reality, where i just couldn't quite believe that finally, FINALLY, i was getting to live this out. That i'd found the courage to make it happen, and that i'd had the amazing fortune to find a Dom with whom i felt very comfortable doing so.
2) That this was for my birthday. i've always believed that birthdays, more than any other special occasion, really show you just who gives a shit. There's no holiday spirit to hide behind, no general festiveness to get wrapped up in. It's just about you. Most of the time, IMHO, it turns out pretty much as you were expecting and you get to have a great day. Occasionally there's a big disappointment, which sucks. And even more rarely, someone really surprises you by making or doing something truly special. Just for you. And that's how today's adventure felt.
So that was my incredible x-rated birthday. i have a feeling that this one is going to be hard to top.
We both managed to play hooky today, giving us ample time to step back from all the real-life stresses and just, well, celebrate. Simply revel in each other, in His Domination of me, and in my submission to Him.
We met at a local motel, the kind with sparse furnishings and a 'day rate', and had several hours to live out any number of the fantasies we've been discussing. Starting with my birthday paddy whacks...a few more than 40 of them. With His hands, with a flogger, with a slapper. None of it hurt more than i could manage; we are still learning each other and He is very careful not to push me too far too fast. But even still, i was on fire by the time He was done!
In addition to that very special present, i absolutely loved having my breasts bound by another person for the first time...SO hot. And having someone else use suction tubes on my nipples. Not being the one in control of the tension was a completely different experience. i was just dripping by the time He had them both in place. The nipples got swollen quickly and He removed the suction in favour of clamps. Also a great sensation, especially as He pulled at and played with them.
There was a lot of face fucking, as i'd requested (i'm determined to learn how to deepthroat), and some titfucking which was also new and interesting, along with blindfolds, my first ball gag experience (HOT! Thoroughly enjoyed it despite a slightly sore jaw), an array of toys for my pussy and ass...and the hitachi. OMFG that thing is truly evil. It can go from highly erotic to ultra-horrifying in the blink of an eye. i loved it.
And the bondage itself...not just the rope harness He made to go around my tied tits, but being bound to the bed..."helpless"...having to trust in Him. There was an ice bucket and He used the ice to freeze my now-tender nipples, and ran it all over me, ending with my clit. Jesus Christ what a sensation.
When He went out to His car to get something He left me tied, gagged, blindfolded, with ass plugged and cunt vibed...it was spectacular to just be able to sink into it. Without any concern as to whether i should be trusting this Man. And it turned out that what He'd picked up from the car was His lighter...to go with the candle He'd had me bring. The most amazing thing about the blindfold was that i was taken by surprise - totally - when the first wax hit my chest. i was so close to cumming right then and there, but got distracted by the droplets of wax and where the next one might land - and the ice He was using between the drops of wax. OMG the hot vs. cold was wonderful.
Of course, the fucking was lovely. The cumming was lovely. Truly lovely. i'm not glossing over it; rather in many ways those were the most vanilla elements. Very very very amazing, and i would have missed them terribly had they been absent, but they just weren't where the fantasies were focused.
Hand in hand with all the adventures, there were a couple things that made the day truly profound, and for which i am very grateful:
1) The realization of literally decades of BDSM fantasies. We played once before today, and i felt the very same thing then...that i was floating in this bizarre, extraordinary, haze between fantasy and reality, where i just couldn't quite believe that finally, FINALLY, i was getting to live this out. That i'd found the courage to make it happen, and that i'd had the amazing fortune to find a Dom with whom i felt very comfortable doing so.
2) That this was for my birthday. i've always believed that birthdays, more than any other special occasion, really show you just who gives a shit. There's no holiday spirit to hide behind, no general festiveness to get wrapped up in. It's just about you. Most of the time, IMHO, it turns out pretty much as you were expecting and you get to have a great day. Occasionally there's a big disappointment, which sucks. And even more rarely, someone really surprises you by making or doing something truly special. Just for you. And that's how today's adventure felt.
So that was my incredible x-rated birthday. i have a feeling that this one is going to be hard to top.
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