Have somehow managed to hold off ej since Aug 31.

Have somehow managed to hold off ej since Aug 31. 8+days now w/o cum. HORNY, balls ACHE. Kinda feels good in a way, but my body is thiking "Will I ever get to cum?" and keeps vividly reminding me that it's 8+ LONG, HARD, days now without relief. Sexual frustration keeps increasing.

Unexpectedly busy weekend left no time nor privacy for release. So now 9+days w/o ejac. HORNY, balls ache. Need to CUM very BADLY. It's more than just wanting to ejac now. I really do need to ej.