What ive been doing

Well I know I've not posted anything in a bit cuz I've been busy but really I've not been doing much mostly just work :-\

I don't think I've had sex since gambits birthday..... I mean I could have several times with the boys and this other guy that I had something with back in the day he really doesnt matter but he has been wanting to c me and I keep putting it off and idk y cuz I've always liked him and its not like we haven't done anything before but I just don't know

Last time I talked to Darla she wanted to hang out go do something come c me whatever she wants me to text her but I haven't I know she is with that other girl and I think I could still fuck her like she is all but begging for it has even asked if she could tell people we fucked.... really just this one guy cuz he has it bad for me and she just want him to think we did and I think it'd be funny if he did think I fucked her but idk if she ever told him or not if so he hasn't said anything to me about it

And as for baby nothing really note worthy other than she has started to linger like after we talk or whatever like she doesn't want to go or has something else to say idk I've notices guys do this before when they r in to me

Gambit was the last one I had sex with.... I think it was his birthday but tbh it could have been more recent than that it just feels like forever ago and I have been talking to gambit a lot the last week or two idk but he has been disappointing me and idk that I really want to c him any more.... or link or anyone

I want something I need it I just don't know who or what I'm looking for but I know I'm not getting it now