My first time with a man.

The first time I ever had sex with a man,I was,I think in my later 30's,or somewhere around there.I had gone out to a bar that night just to listen to hear some music.I didn't know anyone there so I was just sitting at a table and a guy came up and asked if it was ok to sit there with me.I never even thought anything of it,just friendly bar talk over a few beers.We talked for a time and he told me he was staying at the motel next door for the night.He then asked if I wanted to go back to his room and smoke a little weed with him.At that time I kind of suspected what was going on and I declined his offer.As he got up to leave,I started thinking about the situation and thought,OH,what the hell, go for it.I then left and caught up with him outside and we met at the motel room.We went in and he said get comfortable so we took our shoes off and sat on the bed.I knew what was going on but I had never done anything like this before so I was a bit nervous but I was also pretty lit up at that time so it did give me a bit of false nerve to try it.We took a few hits of weed and got even more comfortable taking more clothes off.It wasn't long till he started rubbing his hands up and down my body and I have to admit that I definitely liked the feeling it gave me.I just laid there in a submissive mode while he started rubbing on me and kissing me.It wasn't long after that till the rest of our clothes were off and we were going at it.I guess it was a good thing that then my ass was really tight because he did try and fuck me but his dick wouldn't go in me.He quit trying and we just sucked and jacked on each other.I was laying across the bed on my back and he jacked me off and I shot all over my chest.Then he stood at the edge of the bed and put his dick in my mouth for me to suck him off and I did.That was my first mouthful of cum and at that time it just wasn't working for me.Right after he filled my mouth up,I got up and went into the bathroom and spit it out .Oh well, what can I say,that was my first time.Now I love the cum and don't want to waste any.Anyway,he wanted me to stay longer but I did have to get back home so I left and never saw him again.I think the whole night would have been much,much better though if I had at least a pair of pantyhose,stockings,something sexy and girly to wear.That probably would have made me feel better about the whole situation.It was a lot of years after that till I finally did do anything with another man.Then when I wasn't dressed,the only times I hooked up,it was with other cd's.I never had sex with a man like that again when I wasn't dressed.