Worshiping More Attractive Women

When I saw this video, I got super tingly all over. See, the woman doing the foot kissing kind of reminds me of myslef ;) Well, I am chubbier and more plain than she is. As I have mentioned before, I am not too bad looking except for my weight, which has always been an issue for me. All my life, I have envied and lusted after thin pretty women. I wish I looked more like them, but I know I never will. I find them to be superior to me. I guess since I will never be like them or have the great life I imagine they have, I lust after them. I dream of submitting to a pretty woman by showing her she is superior.

The two pretty women in this video, stylish and fairly wealthy are the types I used to envy. But at some point in my life, that envy turned to longing and eventually turned to sexual attraction. These women are indeed superior to me. I imagine myself showing themthis by kneeling and licking and sucking their feet and making them feel like the beautiful superior creatures they are. I am fat and not so attractive and they are visions of beauty. They would would actually be doing me a favor by letting me worship their feet while they look down at me as the pudgy little love sick lezzie I am <3 I imagine myself crying as they laugh at me and say mean things to me in their sharp bitchy tones. I cry, but I never stop passionately licking and kissing their feet, getting so turned on I have to fight the urge to masturbate infront of them. *So hot right now I'm swooning ;)