Status Update
So. In a committed relationship. With a lovely sexy, bi lady. She knows I'm bi, and is okay with me going out to explore. Yay! She knows I want to bottom and to suck...and thinks it's pretty hot.
She doesn't know that I dress, or that I've been with guys before. I know keeping secrets isn't good... but there's a lot of shame and fear still wrapped up in my little scaredy-cat heart. I want to fix that, going forward...let her know that I'm interested in dressing, presenting it as something new. But that involves finding the Perfect Guy.
I don't know if he's out there. Maybe in a larger city, but Albany is so...small. And vanilla. But, here's what I'm looking for.... For starters, a handsome, dominant guy interested in feminizing me. That's the base starting point. (If you happen to look like Grant Gustin or David Tennant, let me know immediately!) ;) d**g free, non-smoker, and near my age.
I can't host for now... I've got permission to play, but she wants it kept out of the house at the moment, so I need someone with a place. Near Albany, too, I don't want to drive 3 hours or something.
Someone patient, since I think the feminization would need to progress slowly...I'll be up for playing with someone as soon as I'm comfortable, but feminization would have to be a step-by-step thing...my wife has a certain fondness for boy-mode me, and I'm not looking to change that.
Bonus points if they're geeky and/or a gamer. I want to connect with someone on a personality level as well as a physical level. And, hopefully, that my SO would like him as well. A sexy FWB would be great, especially since I eventually want him to be able to come over too, and if she likes him, that'll help.
Bi is great - I'm not going to rule out the possibility of (or desire for!) a threesome with her... if she likes him enough, that's on the table, though no guarantee. I've got lots of fantasies about submitting to a guy and her... or of the two of us being used... And if Perfect Guy has a similar partner who would be interested, a foursome isn't out either.
So...if you're out there, Perfect Guy... let me know? Please? :)
She doesn't know that I dress, or that I've been with guys before. I know keeping secrets isn't good... but there's a lot of shame and fear still wrapped up in my little scaredy-cat heart. I want to fix that, going forward...let her know that I'm interested in dressing, presenting it as something new. But that involves finding the Perfect Guy.
I don't know if he's out there. Maybe in a larger city, but Albany is so...small. And vanilla. But, here's what I'm looking for.... For starters, a handsome, dominant guy interested in feminizing me. That's the base starting point. (If you happen to look like Grant Gustin or David Tennant, let me know immediately!) ;) d**g free, non-smoker, and near my age.
I can't host for now... I've got permission to play, but she wants it kept out of the house at the moment, so I need someone with a place. Near Albany, too, I don't want to drive 3 hours or something.
Someone patient, since I think the feminization would need to progress slowly...I'll be up for playing with someone as soon as I'm comfortable, but feminization would have to be a step-by-step thing...my wife has a certain fondness for boy-mode me, and I'm not looking to change that.
Bonus points if they're geeky and/or a gamer. I want to connect with someone on a personality level as well as a physical level. And, hopefully, that my SO would like him as well. A sexy FWB would be great, especially since I eventually want him to be able to come over too, and if she likes him, that'll help.
Bi is great - I'm not going to rule out the possibility of (or desire for!) a threesome with her... if she likes him enough, that's on the table, though no guarantee. I've got lots of fantasies about submitting to a guy and her... or of the two of us being used... And if Perfect Guy has a similar partner who would be interested, a foursome isn't out either.
So...if you're out there, Perfect Guy... let me know? Please? :)
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