Me and my bad habits

I have the bad habit of smoking coke, when I do I become extremely sexually minded. I have the hope that a person that I ant to bring into my life can fulfill a fantasy of mine and that is that she will control my habit by dressing to excite and then make me strip naked and make me beg for a hit and then throw it across the room for me to chase down on my hands and knees, naked and with a cock ring on. I have to agree that when I get my treat I have to perform for her what ever she wishes. So she is dressed in bra, panties, and heels and she makes me crawl for my hit and when I get it I have to eat her pussy till she cums and when I ant another I have to beg her for it and yes another stipulation is made that I have to perform, basically making me her coke whore.