Cuckold me

So over the many many years of me dressing up. i never thought the day would come to where i decided i want to be cuckold. for years i have had many fantasies in regards to it but never actually wanted it as much as i do now. i use to be the type of guy who was always guilty of being over jealous and very protective even tho secretly i want my woman that i am with to have a bf. one reason i came to this decision is because i don't last very long and usually have to finish my gf off with a toy and even then that doesn't always work.