The new year so far

I am 31 and never had a blowjob. Medical reason have always prevented my wife from doing so. However.......we found a compromise. It might only be the head that she is sucking on but she has blown me four times since Friday the 2nd and let's me cum all in her mouth two of the times, then continues to such my cock. Ontop of that I recently put myself in a position to reluctantly tell her all my sexual fantasies. I never wanted anyone to know them, I love cock, I wanna suck cock and get fucked in the ass raw by a huge cock. The bigger the better. I know I am saying it here but no one knows who I am. I didn't want her to know or anyone and now she knows. So I said fuck it now that she knows let it be as is. Today she ordered me A prostata massage right from aneros.com their biggest model yet. Yeah and she ordered herself the Evi model for females. Four four days in (to me it is still the fourth I am still awake) and Friday night I get head, sex, repeat the next morning and then the following morning after that. An anal toy too. I have high hopes for this year. Still not too late to fuck it up though.