My story
I am a boy of about 26 years, until recently I was well into my little world.
My story begins in August 2011, do not know how or why, but I started reading Darkq and, little by little, we reached xHamster.
I made more out of curiosity, I did not think I get to write. Soon began to emerge messages, but being new I did not answer. The only person who I said was he wanted me pictures majority / id / meeting.
After I wrote a few posts that are new and do not know if this is really what I want. He said he did not want more than a friendship, to meet. I am ashamed, afraid? I asked.
One week I have not even entered the site. But I took courage, I recognized that I am a little afraid, are inexperienced and I did not meet anyone on the site. I got to write morning and evening for a few days then I was a little disappointed - just wanted friendship - but it was all right. Continue discussion on messenger, nothings ... hours. He meet? I discussed can.
The next day (Saturday)
He (again) when we meet? and evening is ok, in a secluded ....
I Monday afternoon in the center (not I meet a stranger at 10pm in a forgotten place). He agreed. I asked him if he would like to know how I look, I already saw it on site, at his age, 31, looks great. He said he would like very much, but did not want to be rude. I searched some pictures of me and I sent them. Looks good, he said. I like talking about that if we get along well could be something between us. Everything is too fast for me to continue with smaller steps I said, but I felt that I melt, I could not believe what I wrote, I wondered if I like him, I kept silent, I'd answer of course.
The next question was if I kiss, but already I felt crazy, I felt lost, I kissed a man I did not know what to answer.
Sunday I panicked, I had no one to talk about what happened. So I got to write on a forum where I was quiet with helpful advice.
Monday morning we talked, he said he's looking forward to meet you and it feels like a ***********.
At four we met, we went for a drink, we talked more than an hour, we walked. I felt very well, but do not know why the six o'clock I said I have to go. Just then I'm sorry, but we said goodbye and went our separate ways.
I went home with a smile, it was hard to believe that everything went so well. When he came home he asked me if I wanted to go to him at a movie. I could not go, mother to come home Tuesday and had to clean up: D.
Perhaps after so many refusals, was enough and I did not speak.
Tuesday I already knew upset, I discussed a few minutes. In the evening I wrote a long letter Romeo, he spoke the messenger when we are both there.
Wednesday we went to a movie, I thought even during the film not to think about it. In the evening I wrote that I wanted to go together.
He spoke Thursday on messenger but no promises.
Friday I was already reconciled to the idea that there will be nothing between us. But tonight she wrote.
He want to kiss me? I do not know, maybe, yes. He what are you waiting for? I'm confused by all, now I understand what it's like to have butterflies in your stomach. Saturday night I come to you, OK? (even have time to calm down) He well.
The next evening where I live? I did not know exactly what he will do? and wrote me the address. I'll see. He would be the first and did not know whether to like it or not. The discussion lasted more than an hour. Finally I got dressed and went to him.
It was almost one when we got him, we sat on the bed and started to watch a movie, he stood behind me and caress me, love me, I turned to him and kissed him.
It was my first kiss with a man, better than I imagined. It was perfect. The girl had little beard, which I liked very much. Was another kiss, and when he kissed me on the neck, I felt die of pleasure.
We undressed, he ready we have nothing to hide. I (smiling) No. and kissed him. The night went as well as it began. Do not know how to land, but the movie was over much when I tired both.
At seven I woke up, I wanted to stay but I could not, I would have wanted that moment to take forever, but I left. I will remember fondly that night, the first night.
Evening wrote me he was sorry, I should not do what we did was good but not right. Deep down I knew this would be, I was not depressed.
The real cause I heard it. Discussed rarely messenger.
I do not know if I miss it or that I had someone to dream. I'm not mad, indeed on the contrary, I'm glad I spent the first night with a grown man.
My story begins in August 2011, do not know how or why, but I started reading Darkq and, little by little, we reached xHamster.
I made more out of curiosity, I did not think I get to write. Soon began to emerge messages, but being new I did not answer. The only person who I said was he wanted me pictures majority / id / meeting.
After I wrote a few posts that are new and do not know if this is really what I want. He said he did not want more than a friendship, to meet. I am ashamed, afraid? I asked.
One week I have not even entered the site. But I took courage, I recognized that I am a little afraid, are inexperienced and I did not meet anyone on the site. I got to write morning and evening for a few days then I was a little disappointed - just wanted friendship - but it was all right. Continue discussion on messenger, nothings ... hours. He meet? I discussed can.
The next day (Saturday)
He (again) when we meet? and evening is ok, in a secluded ....
I Monday afternoon in the center (not I meet a stranger at 10pm in a forgotten place). He agreed. I asked him if he would like to know how I look, I already saw it on site, at his age, 31, looks great. He said he would like very much, but did not want to be rude. I searched some pictures of me and I sent them. Looks good, he said. I like talking about that if we get along well could be something between us. Everything is too fast for me to continue with smaller steps I said, but I felt that I melt, I could not believe what I wrote, I wondered if I like him, I kept silent, I'd answer of course.
The next question was if I kiss, but already I felt crazy, I felt lost, I kissed a man I did not know what to answer.
Sunday I panicked, I had no one to talk about what happened. So I got to write on a forum where I was quiet with helpful advice.
Monday morning we talked, he said he's looking forward to meet you and it feels like a ***********.
At four we met, we went for a drink, we talked more than an hour, we walked. I felt very well, but do not know why the six o'clock I said I have to go. Just then I'm sorry, but we said goodbye and went our separate ways.
I went home with a smile, it was hard to believe that everything went so well. When he came home he asked me if I wanted to go to him at a movie. I could not go, mother to come home Tuesday and had to clean up: D.
Perhaps after so many refusals, was enough and I did not speak.
Tuesday I already knew upset, I discussed a few minutes. In the evening I wrote a long letter Romeo, he spoke the messenger when we are both there.
Wednesday we went to a movie, I thought even during the film not to think about it. In the evening I wrote that I wanted to go together.
He spoke Thursday on messenger but no promises.
Friday I was already reconciled to the idea that there will be nothing between us. But tonight she wrote.
He want to kiss me? I do not know, maybe, yes. He what are you waiting for? I'm confused by all, now I understand what it's like to have butterflies in your stomach. Saturday night I come to you, OK? (even have time to calm down) He well.
The next evening where I live? I did not know exactly what he will do? and wrote me the address. I'll see. He would be the first and did not know whether to like it or not. The discussion lasted more than an hour. Finally I got dressed and went to him.
It was almost one when we got him, we sat on the bed and started to watch a movie, he stood behind me and caress me, love me, I turned to him and kissed him.
It was my first kiss with a man, better than I imagined. It was perfect. The girl had little beard, which I liked very much. Was another kiss, and when he kissed me on the neck, I felt die of pleasure.
We undressed, he ready we have nothing to hide. I (smiling) No. and kissed him. The night went as well as it began. Do not know how to land, but the movie was over much when I tired both.
At seven I woke up, I wanted to stay but I could not, I would have wanted that moment to take forever, but I left. I will remember fondly that night, the first night.
Evening wrote me he was sorry, I should not do what we did was good but not right. Deep down I knew this would be, I was not depressed.
The real cause I heard it. Discussed rarely messenger.
I do not know if I miss it or that I had someone to dream. I'm not mad, indeed on the contrary, I'm glad I spent the first night with a grown man.
11年前
