Confused letter to a ********** submissive

I can relate to wanting to lose control and I will gladly take control from you safely and respect your limits. I have "controlled many women in my life and I promise you will enjoy yourself. and I will make you do things that will degrade you and humiliate you all while you have no control and I will take advantage of your helplessness by playing with your pussy and using your mouth with my cock head deep in your throat and depending on what limits you set before we start I will probably have a few friends show up after I have you docile and obedient. I will call them after I have tied you and whipped you into obedience and you can call me Master like I expect. I will call them as you are on your knees wearing just heels and you are mouthing my cock like a slave whore just like I like it with your lips wide open and saliva dripping off your chin. I will call them and tell them to come over that I have a slut slave and then hold the phone near your cock hole mouth and tell you to make noise and you will. You will sound like this, "AAGGHHHUUUAAHHHGGGGAGGG" Then I will tell you to say "I am a slut whore" and itt will sound like this "AAIIHHAAUUGGGHHHRRARA" I will laugh and give them the address and when they arrive you will serve us all drinks naked in heels and we will all fuck every hole you have and we will treat you like a worthless slut that deserves no respect.
If thst is the way you want to be treated then I will oblige you, Of course I can also be a gentle man with a woman and like to be gentle, and I like being aggressive too.
I would like to find a woman that I can be both with. One that I can take out dressed like a slut and pick up men and share her with. I have done that many times with my ex, and many girlfriends too. Can you be a woman that will fuck who I say when I say and where I say? I like to get black men with huge cocks and make you suck and fuck them and if you pretend to not want to and it looks like **** that makes it all the more erotic. It will be OK too if you just enjoy it and get into it and make Love to them and look at me as they are fucking you and tell me how good their 10" cock feels like my ex did.
I like to be cuckolded too. That is when a woman fucks other men with her man present, or even while he is not at home. I would Love for you to get fucked by 2 men in my bed and when I come home you are laying there with just heels and a smile and tell me to strip naked and to jack off and tell me if I give you $50.00 dollars you will let me watch a video. You are under a sheet and you tell me I will like it. I agree, but I think it is a tape of you playing with a dildo but it is of you fucking men with huge cocks and then you throw back the cover and your legs are spread wide and your pussy is gaped open and oozing cum. On the video they treat you like you like it. They tie you and whip you, making fun off you as they force you to take their cocks in all your holes and you have to beg for their cocks. It is obvious that you cum, and cum, and cum repeatedly as they dominate you and you lay with your legs open and tell me to look at your gaped pussy andd lift your legs to show me your open ass hole. You laugh and sigh and tell mee to keep jacking off and tell me that I can have sloppy 3rds if I beg to fuck you. I do beg, I beg like they made you beg for their cocks. You allow me to enter your gaped pussy and (I am wearing a cock ring) you tell me to go slow amd savor it. You look at me in my eyes and tell me how my little cock is barely filling you and you are sloppy wet as I stroke in and out. You tell me to slam fuck you as you raise your legs wide and high and the sound is wet and gushing you tell me that you are going to fuck more men and you are going to do it when I am there sometimes and that I will have to eat your ass hole as you suck their cocks and sometimes you will make me eat your pussy to prep it for them. I am slamming you as you tell me this and the video is going and I can hear you screaming as they are fucking you on the video. You are looking at me and smiling a smile of power. You tell me not to cum till you say I can. I say,"Yes Mistress" because I like being your cucckold. You have known for a while because I have told you about my ex and how she fucked black men in front of me, and how I used to whore her for ******* to black dealers. How I used to follow her on my hands amd knees as she strutted in heels and made me beg to eat her ass, how she would use a riding crop on me too.
My crotch is soaked and you are starting to enjoy me fucking you and you start thrusting into me as I slam you. You tell me that if I want to be present the next time then I have to buy you a new outfit of lingerie and heels. I say "Yes Mistress" and you smile and you are near cumming. I continue to slam fuck you and I say things like I Love that you got fucked and I love the tape. I want to do anything for you. I want to be here when you get cock