Confession #1 twice continued

Alright so we have covered how I started to dress. Once I got caught it kind of became like it didn't happen. My baby mama/roommate seemed to enjoy it. Not that she watched well at least to my knowledge. I do know they had a nanny cam somewhere in the house. I didn't know they had it untill after we moved. My roommate did start leaving her clothes out in the open more. She would complain about stuff but I think it was a cover. She ended up going through all of her stuff and "donating" alot of it to good will which sat in the garage in trash bags for the taking. I have continued to collect clothes and dress as often as I can. I feel more and more sexy the more I dress. I want to get me a dildo soon. I have started playing with anal. I am to the point of needing more than a finger. I have noticed the more hypnosis videos I watch the more I have this sudden craving for sucking dick. I haven't ever done it but it is becoming more and more appealing. I also have noticed the desire to be controlled and fucked really turns me on. Just the thought of being completely submissive and used makes me wet lol. On the same note my problem is the acceptance is it right? Is it just gay? Or no because I'm a girl? Am I changing the will of God, due to the fact that I was born a boy? I still love having sex with women I can't ever get enough pussy. Even thinking about one makes me want to rub one out. Hell I would feel sorry for how big of a slut I would be if I was a beautiful female. It makes me cum thinking about it. Until next time. XOXO
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