Pussy envy

Ok, I know the title says a lot already. I can say many things abt pussy envy like that many men are jealous bc they wish they had one (for mny reasons).1)they wish they cud cum like we do. Intense and as mny x as we want. 2)Get a free drink for having tits and pussy.etc Woman are jealous abt another bc their pussy is getting action n theirs may not be getting what it desires... But my pussy envy is different. While I do have the best master a woman can ever have (my fantasies are lived out) , my pussy just wants more cum to cum outta her. She's on fire. After my master trains my pussy w/several dicks sometimes w/a plug in- I get home (my legs can barely function)and she wants me to touch her to get wet all over again. All day, everyday she's bothering me. Like an itch that can't be scratched. She'd rather me walk around town w/wet panties or drive around sitting in a puddle of sweet juices then cum,get satisfied, and carry on with life as I know it. Which is that nobody loves a whorish slut. A person who's serious abt being happy wants a grounded person who's got all their private body parts locked away in THEIR bedroom for that persons selfish needs n desires. She wants to get touched and admired. She wants to feel good as I get to feel good when someone lives me for me. She wants to feel the same. That's real pussy envy. I'm afraid she's going to ruin my life. If you haven't seen the movies nymphomaniac one and two- I think it's time you do! "She" (my pussy ) is like a dick in the sense that she has a mind of her own. She tries to fucking rule me!! She fucks whoever she wants, where ever she wants! I try to talk else into her but she just loves being wet. .... I mean really. Sopping wet. She drools at like nothing. If I don't keep up on my laundry she would ooze down my legs just drooling at all the people and their potential to make her happy! She Tells me what fun they're missing out on &,oh my, do I know ...how right she is. Idk what turns her on half the time! I know she likes really fucking hard cocks, big fat cocks, crooked cocks, cocks in the ass, pussy, fisting, edging (oh does she ever! ), dirty talking, name calling, restraints, pain, blindfolds, vibrators, almost any toy actually, big butts, moaning, role playing, public sex, group sex, bbc, sluts, i****t role play, squirting,ass play, DP, pink sock, gagging, sucking dick. To name sum. Well to pose my question : What am I to do w/my dick/pussy/ass/cum lover pussy? Put her in porn? Hold onto her tight so as to preserve this Gem of a pussy for the deserving person(s)? Give a little and fuck moderatly? Like normal people do! Seriously, she's going to ruin my reputation as a normal person,she's going to drive me to the porn industry! Help and give me ur opinion on my sluttyass vagina.
Thank you!