Unrequited!

The guy I'm in love with and also love deeply is asleep in the room beside mine! !00% straight and the most masculine man I have ever met! Can fix anything around the house, can basically do anything a "Real Man" is expected to do! Wears all the wrong clothes but still looks great, doesn't give a fuck what anybody thinks, except for one girl,and has been a guest in my house for the last 3 months! About 5'10', and a beautiful hairy body. Moody feicer but that I can cope with! Never been rimmed and didn't even know where a man's "g" spot is til I told him tonight! drunken conversation that did NOT lead anywhere, much to my chagrin! I can hear him softly snoring right now and it's one of the sexiest sounds I've ever heard! I have it BAD! Ah well, serves me right for falling in love with a gorgeous straight guy! But I would keep his friendship, ;cause we are best mates, than risk all by trying something with him! Keep trying to bump into him coming out of the shower but timing all wrong!!...Ha! G'night!