Will tonight be the night??
An excerpt from my journal… taken back when i first met my hubby
Will tonight be the night, will I allow him to have his way , with me with us . To give into my passion ,my lust for him for us for me. Will I give into my lustful desires the desires of my heart & my wants . . He loves me in heels &, my thong.. And that's it .. He knows I live in their house ..but I want him to know I want him ,oh how I crave him .. How when I touch myself it's only him I think of .. His hands all over me... forceful yet so safe .. I'd hand my body to him knowing he'd take total control ... Making me crazy enough to let go and possibly break the pipes again.(that was the first time he make me squirt.) I get so self conscious . Does he think there's something wrong w me . He tells me it turns him on.. Can I be sure ? Can I trust him.. He says that he loves the way my mouth feels around his cock ... But I get so self conscious again wondering if I'm doing it right for him .. Am I enough for him .. He say yes.. But I have reservations .
He'll be coming soon … Soon they will be here. Do I dress for him? When he comes in do I just kneel. Before him ..unbutton his trousers and bury my face in his wonderful crotch .Do i lift my ass up high in the air so he can take me at the same time... These are things I've never done I've seen in movies ,can I do it .. It's not me .. I want to but I'm so self conscious .. I'm afraid I get embarrassed ..he says I shouldn't but I do .. I look for him to guide me &take control but not too much .. .. I want to please him more than anything ...,. What do I do ?
Will tonight be the night, will I allow him to have his way , with me with us . To give into my passion ,my lust for him for us for me. Will I give into my lustful desires the desires of my heart & my wants . . He loves me in heels &, my thong.. And that's it .. He knows I live in their house ..but I want him to know I want him ,oh how I crave him .. How when I touch myself it's only him I think of .. His hands all over me... forceful yet so safe .. I'd hand my body to him knowing he'd take total control ... Making me crazy enough to let go and possibly break the pipes again.(that was the first time he make me squirt.) I get so self conscious . Does he think there's something wrong w me . He tells me it turns him on.. Can I be sure ? Can I trust him.. He says that he loves the way my mouth feels around his cock ... But I get so self conscious again wondering if I'm doing it right for him .. Am I enough for him .. He say yes.. But I have reservations .
He'll be coming soon … Soon they will be here. Do I dress for him? When he comes in do I just kneel. Before him ..unbutton his trousers and bury my face in his wonderful crotch .Do i lift my ass up high in the air so he can take me at the same time... These are things I've never done I've seen in movies ,can I do it .. It's not me .. I want to but I'm so self conscious .. I'm afraid I get embarrassed ..he says I shouldn't but I do .. I look for him to guide me &take control but not too much .. .. I want to please him more than anything ...,. What do I do ?
10年前
