The Scent Of A Woman....

So more & more,everyday I find myself craving,wanting,aching to feel the soft touch of a woman. To touch and taste every square inch of a soft sensual woman. I have always been attracted to woman, even at a young age I remember sneaking under my dad's mattress & getting his Playboy's out and just sitting there gazing at all those beautiful, wonderful, bodies. I'm not really sure if at that young of an age I was sexually aroused by those images or just simply amazed by there beauty. I do know I was always masturbating it seemed like, & was teased about it by everyone in my family. As I got older & developed I was always admired by men in a sexual way and I almost started feeling like it was a curse to have beauty and to be wanted by men in that way. Even now my husband of 13 years only sees me as a sexual being for his desires only. That gets old....I love how women make love to another women, soaking in every ounce of beauty, really enjoying every taste, touch, smell...it's not just about busting a nut, it seems so much deeper,on so many levels...and although I have never had the pleasure of being with a women in any way, not even kissing, I strongly desire to do so one day soon, with or without my husband. Until then I will be consumed by the fantasy's and masturbating daily to them...please don't get me wrong I will always love a nice hard cock throbbing for my affection....yum =)