Fuck meat with no self esteem

Everyone already knows i am nothing more then fuckmeat. And the weird thing is that i totally agree. More and more i have a craving to be used, abused, degraded, humiliated, ... I always had a submissive side like you all know.
But the older i get the harder the craving is, a day not degraded or used is a day not lived. I always loved being fucked by several man at the same time, being groped and used for just their pleasures. Only thing that matters for me in that moment is that i can please every single one of them. I don't need to be pleased, in fact i don't think i should cum at all.
I notice that a few years ago i still had a liitle bit of self esteem. That's all gone now thanks to all the controling males who degrade me. This way i want to thank all of you for not talking nice to me, to put me down further and further. I don't think i have reached the lowest point yet, but i know you will all get me there.
All i want to ask is keep up with what you are doing. Don't let a change pass by to degrade me.