A journey?

Writing what's on my mind was always the perfect choice for me to express what I want to say. I always had this diary that I write in it everyday, until i realized that my life has been going through the same routine every single day. This made me realize that I need change in my life, this made me realize my life has gone into a sad path if that's how i would describe it... I've been going through depression lately, I have a lot on my mind; all of these is killing me slowly! I never thought I will ever be in this state ever! Now, I just need a shoulder to cry on, I just need a shoulder to put my head on and realize that tomorrow will be a better day. I've gone through a lot in this life and never needed that but now I really need that shoulder! I am tired of being strong, keeping my feeling for myself, being a mountain that will take everything life will though at it. I am tired of being that person, I just need that shoulder so i can at least cry and getting to know that there is a person there for me! I want a shoulder to remind me who am I! and how strong I can be! I need that shoulder so I can sleep one night, without worrying what tomorrow is hiding for me! I need that shoulder so I can close my eyes, and dream again! I want that shoulder so I can just relieve the stress and anger I have built up through the years!

I am tired of life and what life has thrown at me! I wish, yet if all wishes can be true, I wouldn't have needed to write this.... Sometimes the shoulder is just a friends shoulder! sometimes it's a girlfriend's shoulder!

I know no one will read this! but i am still writing it! because this won't be written in my diary.....