My daily secret.

I go to work.
I do my job.
I sometimes look up porn while I'm at work.
Mostly BBCs.
I can't help it.

I deal with random people, face to face everyday.
When I get an African American man, I can't help but fantasize about him dominating me.
I start by wondering how he treats his women.
I wonder if he'd treat me the same.
Or if I'd get more domination and verbal talk, to feed his ego because I'm just a sissy bitch white boy.
I don't know. I'd like to find someone who could show me one day.