I want to get rid of my balls

I am thinking of what life would be like if I one day woke up without my balls. I already had a vasectomy in 2013 and not having to worry about accidental pregnancy with my casual girlfriends is great. 100% juice and zero seeds. But I want to go further . I DO NOT NEED BALLS AT ALL . I want to get rid of them . I imagine myself with a ball-less cock , it would be so sexy ! Of course, castration also means no testosterone , but I like sex so much that I do not fear losing my sex drive at all , even after a castration . It is feasible today to
find a doctor who is willing to castrate me ?