Diane needs me to be understanding.
Just the other day, I got to finally see my ex girlfriend Diane. Those of you who have read my blog, know Diane and I are now good friends and that she is someone that is very special to me. Besides her being a confident, friendly, outgoing woman... Diane is also a very sexy, attractive woman. She has even been described as being a... " Very sexy, busty, kinky looking, Latina M.I.L.F. "
Well, anyway after visiting with her for a few minutes, Diane told me she needed to tell me something, but didn`t know quite how. She then told me that, she couldn`t visit with me long, but had a letter, that she wanted me to read. I told her, that if she wanted to tell me, or ask me something, she should just tell me and that she knows, I am always understanding of her wants and needs. Diane then told me " I know you are always very understanding, of my needs and I know that you told me many times, that you would be my friend and you would always be here for me... no matter what. " Diane then placed a letter in my hand and gave me a small kiss on my cheek. She then told me, that she had to go and that we would hopefully talk soon.
Well this is what the letter said :
Hello my very Special Friend,
First of all, I hope you don`t think this is too silly... You know, me writing you this letter and just not opening up to you and trusting, that we have a very strong friendship. If you have told me once, you`ve told me a million times, that no matter what, you would always be my friend and be accepting and understanding of the choices I make in life... Even my choices in men. Between me and you, they are not always the best choices, but you know me, My Friend... I can be very impulsive and when I think I`ve finally met the right one... Well, I give it my all. And by that, I mean everything I have to give : My heart, my mind, my soul, my body... Everything and even more.
Well My Friend, I think there is someone, that I want to take a chance on... Or is it something, I want to take a chance on ?... I`m not making sense, but please be patient, I`ll try to explain... Well let me just spit it out. The other day at your house... It was so nice to see your cousin... God he still looks so fucken good. I just have to be very direct here... I felt something, I haven`t felt for a while. I felt like I was still desirable. Like I was still... SEXY !!!... Yes, I said it... Your cousin *****, makes me feel sexy... And he always has. I am not trying to hurt you, or anything like that, but I have to be honest with you, with myself and with him. I have always found your cousin *****, incredibly sexy... But you had to know that. You had to have a clue, had to have an idea. Remember all those years ago, when me and you were dating and I told you, that I agreed to go with him to his company`s Christmas party and then when you saw what I wore for him... That tiny little dress and those heels. I mean come on, I had never even dressed that sexy for you and you were my boyfriend, at the time.... You just had to know. I mean wouldn`t you see, the way we would look at each other. The way his eyes would just wander all over every part of my body... The way, I would almost ignore you in his presence... But please remember, none of this was planned... Just some kind of connection, that was just there.
I also hope you can forgive me, but when you went inside to get me something to drink, I had to give him another hug. And when I gave him that hug, I couldn`t help, but to whisper in his ear, how good it was to see him and how much I had missed him. He then completely made my day, by whispering back to me " Fuck Diane, you look hot as ever... and as wild as ever " I have to be honest... It was very exciting to hear him say that and in that brief moment, I felt myself get wet... Please remember, this is not meant to hurt you, but I have to be completely honest with you. After all, you have been telling me for years, that you would be my friend and would be hear for me... NO MATTER WHAT.
I can`t believe I am telling you this, but I just have no choice, but to be completely open and honest with you... About everything. I really can`t believe your cousin sometimes, but he completely blew my mind when he showed up at my place last night with his son... And god damn !... He`s so cute... And so young. Is he really only going to be 22 ?... Well, that`s not important right now. However, I am curious... Well, do you have any idea, what your cousin ***** has told his son about me ? I ask because ***** Jr., was so very assertive and so fucking direct. He told me that, I was hotter and sexier, than he had imagined and he even said that I was... " One hot fucking M.I.L.F " and that my body was thicker and sexier then most of the girls, his own age. He even said, that he couldn`t wait to show me off, to some of his homeboys. Can you believe that ? Your cousin`s 22 year old son, wants to show me off already... And you know what my very, very Special Friend ?... It has me very excited and also feeling very lucky... Lucky that I have someone as understanding as you, in my life. You understand that Guys like your cousin ***** and ***** Jr. will never take me seriously and will only think of me as " Tits and Ass " and as... Well, I guess I should just tell you. ***** Jr. told me that... Well he said " I always thought my dad was bullshitting me, but you really do have a Dick Hungry look "... I don`t know what gave ***** Jr. the idea he could talk to me like that, but he did... And for some crazy reason, I liked it... And for some reason, I can`t stop thinking about him, or his dad... Or you... A little crazy, but It`s a crazy world, I guess.
I know this is probably a lot for you to take in, but I had no choice, but to take a chance and to come clean with you. I wasn`t sure if you were in on them coming by my place, or if you had any idea, that your cousin, had been telling his son stuff about me. I have to be completely honest... I think your cousin ***** has some kind of hold on me and I have a feeling that his son, is also going to have that kind of hold on me. I also should let you know now, that me and you, are going to go meet them for dinner and drinks next week. I want it to be nice and to be fun. Look at it this way, you have been wanting to go have a nice dinner, with me... Now we can all go out and have some fun. I also hope that no matter, how our night turns out, that we will still be friends the next day.
Anyway my friend, if you are open to us all being " Friends ", then give me a call tonight, so we can start making plans. Maybe you can even go with me to the mall tomorrow, so that I can pick out something new and hopefully something sexy to wear... By the way, your cousin says that he wants me in something tight and very short and that he wants his son to have a night he won`t soon forget.
Thank you for being so understanding, Your Friend Diane.
Well, anyway after visiting with her for a few minutes, Diane told me she needed to tell me something, but didn`t know quite how. She then told me that, she couldn`t visit with me long, but had a letter, that she wanted me to read. I told her, that if she wanted to tell me, or ask me something, she should just tell me and that she knows, I am always understanding of her wants and needs. Diane then told me " I know you are always very understanding, of my needs and I know that you told me many times, that you would be my friend and you would always be here for me... no matter what. " Diane then placed a letter in my hand and gave me a small kiss on my cheek. She then told me, that she had to go and that we would hopefully talk soon.
Well this is what the letter said :
Hello my very Special Friend,
First of all, I hope you don`t think this is too silly... You know, me writing you this letter and just not opening up to you and trusting, that we have a very strong friendship. If you have told me once, you`ve told me a million times, that no matter what, you would always be my friend and be accepting and understanding of the choices I make in life... Even my choices in men. Between me and you, they are not always the best choices, but you know me, My Friend... I can be very impulsive and when I think I`ve finally met the right one... Well, I give it my all. And by that, I mean everything I have to give : My heart, my mind, my soul, my body... Everything and even more.
Well My Friend, I think there is someone, that I want to take a chance on... Or is it something, I want to take a chance on ?... I`m not making sense, but please be patient, I`ll try to explain... Well let me just spit it out. The other day at your house... It was so nice to see your cousin... God he still looks so fucken good. I just have to be very direct here... I felt something, I haven`t felt for a while. I felt like I was still desirable. Like I was still... SEXY !!!... Yes, I said it... Your cousin *****, makes me feel sexy... And he always has. I am not trying to hurt you, or anything like that, but I have to be honest with you, with myself and with him. I have always found your cousin *****, incredibly sexy... But you had to know that. You had to have a clue, had to have an idea. Remember all those years ago, when me and you were dating and I told you, that I agreed to go with him to his company`s Christmas party and then when you saw what I wore for him... That tiny little dress and those heels. I mean come on, I had never even dressed that sexy for you and you were my boyfriend, at the time.... You just had to know. I mean wouldn`t you see, the way we would look at each other. The way his eyes would just wander all over every part of my body... The way, I would almost ignore you in his presence... But please remember, none of this was planned... Just some kind of connection, that was just there.
I also hope you can forgive me, but when you went inside to get me something to drink, I had to give him another hug. And when I gave him that hug, I couldn`t help, but to whisper in his ear, how good it was to see him and how much I had missed him. He then completely made my day, by whispering back to me " Fuck Diane, you look hot as ever... and as wild as ever " I have to be honest... It was very exciting to hear him say that and in that brief moment, I felt myself get wet... Please remember, this is not meant to hurt you, but I have to be completely honest with you. After all, you have been telling me for years, that you would be my friend and would be hear for me... NO MATTER WHAT.
I can`t believe I am telling you this, but I just have no choice, but to be completely open and honest with you... About everything. I really can`t believe your cousin sometimes, but he completely blew my mind when he showed up at my place last night with his son... And god damn !... He`s so cute... And so young. Is he really only going to be 22 ?... Well, that`s not important right now. However, I am curious... Well, do you have any idea, what your cousin ***** has told his son about me ? I ask because ***** Jr., was so very assertive and so fucking direct. He told me that, I was hotter and sexier, than he had imagined and he even said that I was... " One hot fucking M.I.L.F " and that my body was thicker and sexier then most of the girls, his own age. He even said, that he couldn`t wait to show me off, to some of his homeboys. Can you believe that ? Your cousin`s 22 year old son, wants to show me off already... And you know what my very, very Special Friend ?... It has me very excited and also feeling very lucky... Lucky that I have someone as understanding as you, in my life. You understand that Guys like your cousin ***** and ***** Jr. will never take me seriously and will only think of me as " Tits and Ass " and as... Well, I guess I should just tell you. ***** Jr. told me that... Well he said " I always thought my dad was bullshitting me, but you really do have a Dick Hungry look "... I don`t know what gave ***** Jr. the idea he could talk to me like that, but he did... And for some crazy reason, I liked it... And for some reason, I can`t stop thinking about him, or his dad... Or you... A little crazy, but It`s a crazy world, I guess.
I know this is probably a lot for you to take in, but I had no choice, but to take a chance and to come clean with you. I wasn`t sure if you were in on them coming by my place, or if you had any idea, that your cousin, had been telling his son stuff about me. I have to be completely honest... I think your cousin ***** has some kind of hold on me and I have a feeling that his son, is also going to have that kind of hold on me. I also should let you know now, that me and you, are going to go meet them for dinner and drinks next week. I want it to be nice and to be fun. Look at it this way, you have been wanting to go have a nice dinner, with me... Now we can all go out and have some fun. I also hope that no matter, how our night turns out, that we will still be friends the next day.
Anyway my friend, if you are open to us all being " Friends ", then give me a call tonight, so we can start making plans. Maybe you can even go with me to the mall tomorrow, so that I can pick out something new and hopefully something sexy to wear... By the way, your cousin says that he wants me in something tight and very short and that he wants his son to have a night he won`t soon forget.
Thank you for being so understanding, Your Friend Diane.
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