Update

I've been back to the glory hole several times now, but none of them can compare to the first visit, that was amazing! Most of the dicks I've had are average size, 4 - 6 inches, though I have seen a few big ones. Too often the guys nut in a tissue or run away if I gag. I guess they're afraid of getting caught. Some times when I ask them to fuck my ass they get nervous and leave. I've been able to coax a few back to finish but I still haven't gotten much cum. The musky smell of cock has infected my brain. I can smell it when I watch porn, or see a large bulge in a strangers pants, or even just driving down the road thinking impure thoughts. My mind keeps wandering back to those filthy booths where I kneel and worship mighty Gods, praying to be deemed worthy enough to receive communion. I wish my schedule were more conducive to my desires so I could return more often. Lately I have taken to browsing craigs list, mostly out of curiosity, but I've seen a few interesting posts that have really made me think. Tonight though, I found a real surprise. One of my closest and dearest friends ( I've known him my whole life. ) offering blowjobs, craving deep throat action. I wonder how long he's been at it, ...And if his wife knows? I'm not really sure how to handle it, or if I shouldn't say anything a all. Part of me wants to reply to see how he would handle it. Maybe invite him to join me at the g.h. I don't know, I'm afraid he would freak out.