My Chastity Story
i have been married now for 15 years and like so many married couples We started to become disappointed in our sex life. Since the internet arrived and I started to be able to freely access porn, I started to realize that I was extremely submissive and that I was pretty much a chronic masturbator. I also realized that I needed to be open and honest with my wife (Goddess) about it. Over the last few years she has tried to meet my needs but then I started to read about chastity and came to the realization that submission was not about my needs. So about a year ago I told my wife that I wanted her to control my orgasms and I would only cum when she allowed it. At this point it was the on the honor system and I tried to be true to my word. In that time i mentioned to her the idea of being locked up. Well as could be expected from a weak man I of course masturbated. After confessing to my wife she said maybe we do need to lock you up. I waited patiently over the last few months for that to happen but it didn't occur. So last week as I was Christmas shopping on Amazon I purchased a cage and was excited on Saturday when it arrived. No one was home so I locked myself up. When I arrived home later in the day I knelt in front of my wife and presented her all the keys and told now she was in control of (as I now refer to it as) her cock. I also started to think that my Goddess was highly inexperienced in being a dominant, so I purchased Mistress Benay's book http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_ss_c_0_14?url=sea… on chastity. I must admit it is off to a stellar start. My Goddess is reading and starting to understand and accepting of all the benefits of our new life. I find myself more in love with her than the day I married her. She feels much more adored and appreciated as she deserves to be. So as day 5 of my chastity begins I do realize I may have to step up and pay for a quality cage Because the one I am wearing tends to pinch and become highly uncomfortable. I mentioned this to my wife and will get her approval on my next selection. Please feel free to comment and share recommendations for my next cage. I am leaning towards the Holy Trainer based on Mistress Benay's recommendation in her book.
12/24/15. As a Christmas Eve present I was allowed to remove my cage for the night. I was then ordered to worship my Goddess from head to toe with my mouth. Goddess had several orgasms. As a reward she teased and denied her cock for about an hour and then informed me she was tired and I served my purpose. She also told me she may not be opposed to strap on fucking me. She is getting the hang of being in control. When I showered Christmas morning I was ordered back in my cage. She also came up with a little hint when I am in danger of more time being added to denial but just publicly saying "tic toc". This week as been amazing!
12/30. The cheap CB knock off so irates her balls that it caused some sores and irration that I had to stop wearing my cage for a few days. My wife said its ok if I don't but I want to wear it for her. I am seriously considering the Holy Trainer 2 I want to wear it 24/7 until she allows her dick pleasure.
1/4/16 after not wearing my cage my wife noticed a change in my behavior. I seemed to be back to ignoring her and not concerned about making her happy so.....back in the cage I go and how I deserve to be locked tight. Emailed Holy Trainer because their biggest ring was 50 mm and was good for up to 6 1/2 in circumference. I used their method of measure and I was over 8 inches in circumference and they told me the don't have a ring to fit me. So disappointed. I really want a cage that I can wear 24/7 to show my Goddess my loyalty and respect to her. What now?
1/26/16 New Chastity device as arrived. Locked tight in a Holy Trainer V2 and it feels great. So far...... Let's seen if I can wear it 24/7.
3/12/16 wife to me this morning as I begged to cum. After an hour of teasing
Wife "Oh what's 10 days"
Me: "it's been 14 days"
Wife: 2 weeks, 3 weeks, 5 weeks what's the difference"
As I looked into my wife's eyes and I knew the answer
" I will wait as long as you want me to Goddess"
Wife: " that's right"
3/21/16. My Goddess wanted a massage last night and was honored to touch her. I then proceeded to worship and eat her ass and pussy as her cock strained against its cage.
After bringing her to an orgasm with my mouth I was given a choice: stay locked but she would tease me again very soon or let me out she and would allow me inside her but if I came I would not be allowed another orgasm for at least 3 weeks. I chose freedom. She rode my cock, teased and tormented me close to cumming several times. It took all my power not to cum. She rode it to 2 orgasms of her own. After her second orgasm she unceremoniously got off her cock, got dressed and left me naked and throbbing. After a drink and bathroom break she said she was tired and wanted to sleep. I woke this morning with a raging hardon, showered and she locked her cock back up. I am so lucky I got to feel the inside of he pussy. I love my Goddess!
3/23/16. This morning Goddess gave me the key to her locked cock and allowed me to unlock. As you started to undress I asked permission to stroke her cock watching her. She allowed it but said no cumming if I did she would deny me for 6 more weeks. So I didn't. She then stroked it several time to get it really hard. She then slapped it 3 times. Then she sai " go ahead". Asked her did she want me to slap it as well and she said "yes". I smacked her cock really hard and she laughed. Told me that's it go take a shower and call me to lock you up. She came locked up her cock then hand me panties. I want my cock I. Bitch panties today. As a good slave I'd did as told. When I got to work went into bathroom and proceeded to take a picture of her panties cock and created a caption and sent it to her. Picture is in my gallery.
4/1/16. Last night Goddess had me tell her stories involving my submission to her and as I did she allowed me to masturbate her and she had several orgasms and then allowed me to lick her clean. The whole time of course I was locked in my cage. This morning she awoke and played with my cage dick for a while then unlocked me. She then edged and teased me for over an hour. She told me to beg. I began begging to cum and she said no, beg me to not let you cum. Of course I begged her to deny me. She continued to stroke me. Then she asked me to beg to cum. I pleaded with her to cum. She slapped my cock repeatedly and said NO! Now shower and call me when you are done to lock it back up. I love my Goddess!
12/24/15. As a Christmas Eve present I was allowed to remove my cage for the night. I was then ordered to worship my Goddess from head to toe with my mouth. Goddess had several orgasms. As a reward she teased and denied her cock for about an hour and then informed me she was tired and I served my purpose. She also told me she may not be opposed to strap on fucking me. She is getting the hang of being in control. When I showered Christmas morning I was ordered back in my cage. She also came up with a little hint when I am in danger of more time being added to denial but just publicly saying "tic toc". This week as been amazing!
12/30. The cheap CB knock off so irates her balls that it caused some sores and irration that I had to stop wearing my cage for a few days. My wife said its ok if I don't but I want to wear it for her. I am seriously considering the Holy Trainer 2 I want to wear it 24/7 until she allows her dick pleasure.
1/4/16 after not wearing my cage my wife noticed a change in my behavior. I seemed to be back to ignoring her and not concerned about making her happy so.....back in the cage I go and how I deserve to be locked tight. Emailed Holy Trainer because their biggest ring was 50 mm and was good for up to 6 1/2 in circumference. I used their method of measure and I was over 8 inches in circumference and they told me the don't have a ring to fit me. So disappointed. I really want a cage that I can wear 24/7 to show my Goddess my loyalty and respect to her. What now?
1/26/16 New Chastity device as arrived. Locked tight in a Holy Trainer V2 and it feels great. So far...... Let's seen if I can wear it 24/7.
3/12/16 wife to me this morning as I begged to cum. After an hour of teasing
Wife "Oh what's 10 days"
Me: "it's been 14 days"
Wife: 2 weeks, 3 weeks, 5 weeks what's the difference"
As I looked into my wife's eyes and I knew the answer
" I will wait as long as you want me to Goddess"
Wife: " that's right"
3/21/16. My Goddess wanted a massage last night and was honored to touch her. I then proceeded to worship and eat her ass and pussy as her cock strained against its cage.
After bringing her to an orgasm with my mouth I was given a choice: stay locked but she would tease me again very soon or let me out she and would allow me inside her but if I came I would not be allowed another orgasm for at least 3 weeks. I chose freedom. She rode my cock, teased and tormented me close to cumming several times. It took all my power not to cum. She rode it to 2 orgasms of her own. After her second orgasm she unceremoniously got off her cock, got dressed and left me naked and throbbing. After a drink and bathroom break she said she was tired and wanted to sleep. I woke this morning with a raging hardon, showered and she locked her cock back up. I am so lucky I got to feel the inside of he pussy. I love my Goddess!
3/23/16. This morning Goddess gave me the key to her locked cock and allowed me to unlock. As you started to undress I asked permission to stroke her cock watching her. She allowed it but said no cumming if I did she would deny me for 6 more weeks. So I didn't. She then stroked it several time to get it really hard. She then slapped it 3 times. Then she sai " go ahead". Asked her did she want me to slap it as well and she said "yes". I smacked her cock really hard and she laughed. Told me that's it go take a shower and call me to lock you up. She came locked up her cock then hand me panties. I want my cock I. Bitch panties today. As a good slave I'd did as told. When I got to work went into bathroom and proceeded to take a picture of her panties cock and created a caption and sent it to her. Picture is in my gallery.
4/1/16. Last night Goddess had me tell her stories involving my submission to her and as I did she allowed me to masturbate her and she had several orgasms and then allowed me to lick her clean. The whole time of course I was locked in my cage. This morning she awoke and played with my cage dick for a while then unlocked me. She then edged and teased me for over an hour. She told me to beg. I began begging to cum and she said no, beg me to not let you cum. Of course I begged her to deny me. She continued to stroke me. Then she asked me to beg to cum. I pleaded with her to cum. She slapped my cock repeatedly and said NO! Now shower and call me when you are done to lock it back up. I love my Goddess!
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