Sex story in progress

I hope this doesn't erase when I try to edit it. I just wanted to say that I'm behind on comments, replies and messages. I put faceook on hold tonight. It was new year's eve. I had a few friends I needed to chat with. I've been gone five months and back two days. One of those days was one of the biggest holidays of the year. Don't give up on me just yet. I know you don't want to hear be patient with me. This happens when I go missing for many months. Good friends stop into say hello. Things calm down and I can handle the amount of contact I get pretty well. I may be ignoring you if your personal message just says 'hey' or 'let's cam.' If your just being nice and I haven't responded I'll work really hard to get back to you.

I promised my boyfriend from day one to write him a story. He may hate what I've written and I'll pull it down. He may love it so much I work harder to make it better before I post it as a sex story. I'm tired. I think i switched tenses and overused quotation marks. This is supposed to read like a blog and sound real. I have a certain style and I stick to it. Thanks to everyone who commented on my pictures in glasses or the blurry gallery I posted tonight. I love that some men think my vintage red dork glasses are sexy. Everyone has been so nice. Thank you. At some point I'll blog about what I did these past five months. First I want to catch up on messages. It is a myth that I'm some high profile chick with too many friends. Not that many people read my writing. I'm simple. This blog and these stories are why I'm here. When i have been gone so long, it's been a holiday and I promised my man a story it will look like I can't keep up. Things calm down.

This is a rough draft. Tell me if it needs something added or something removed. I love feedback. Ill probably edit it ten more times if I post it as an actual sex story. It took me longer to write this story. I haven't explained how I lose time from a medical condition. it kicked my ass tonight. I was in slow motion and sometimes I was kind of 'checked out' while I struggled for words. I just wanted to give you proof that I was writing. Maybe this is part one to a sex story about the man I love. Maybe I have to scratch the whole thing and start over. I'll wake up this afternoon and try to make up for time I literally lost tonight.

Mr. London needs convincing

Our situation was different. Maybe there were a lot of people like us who started out as an internet romance. What made us different is how seriously we took our relationship even though we had never met face to face. We'd been a couple for over a year and a half. I knew everything about him. I'd seen him on cam. I'd never had the chance to touch him. The original plan was for him to visit me in Florida when he had vacation in October. However, I can be persuasive. I ended up getting my settlement money two weeks before my birthday. I begged him to let me come and spend my birthday with him in London. March was a lot closer than October. He said 'he was being practical.' That I shouldn't visit for a week when he would have to work five days.

All we did was talk about how much we wanted each other. I do know how to get my way. I knew I had to get him on cam watching me. He had seen pictures. We had cam sessions when we just talked. He wasn't like most men. The words 'proper gentleman' come to mind. As soon as I had my money in the bank I made plans to cam with him that night. I could've done a lot of things. I could have dressed up for him like a naughty little slut. My plan was to get him worked up and overwhelmed fast so he agreed to let me come without worrying about how I would spend my time while he was working.

I knew some provocative strip tease would give him too much time to reject my offer. Some things are just better done totally naked. He was always nervous about being on cam. I always got horny as fuck looking at his crooked smile. He looked like a shy school boy on display. When he turned on the cam he looked stunned to see me on my knees with my huge tits in my hands. I know the way I was sitting made my cute little belly stick out. I didn't say a word. I love playing with my tits. It always makes me horny to squeeze them. Mostly, I love playing with my nipples. The look on his face was priceless. He almost whispered 'are you trying to make my heart stop beating.' I told him 'that was my plan.'

I made sure the camera showed my face and my nipples. I spit on my fingertips and showed him up close my nipple all wet and swollen. They get tender fast when I'm rubbing and squeezing them. Of course, I couldn't ignore my other nipple. I used more spit this time. He was leaning back. He almost looked like he was in a trance. I might have gotten him to say 'yes' just from giving him a chance to see me playing with my tits so hard and rough. I wanted him just to enjoy the show. When I talked to him I told him in my dripping honey sex pot voice 'how much I wanted him to suck my nipples hard enough to make me squeal and squirm.' I told him 'I love it when a man sucks them until they are so sore they ache. Then I like my men to lick them like swollen lollipops. Each lick will send shivers down my spine.' I gave him my pouty face and said 'I can't do that to myself. I need you to do it.' He looked exasperated and he said 'I'd do anything to be sucking your gorgeous nipples right now.'

I knew I was half-way there when I asked him 'anything?' He moaned 'anything.' He kept trying to rearrange his really big cock inside his jeans. I asked him 'how much do you want to see my legs and my ass?' He said 'really fucking bad' I walked far from the camera so he could see the shape of my legs down to my tiny feet. I let him see my pussy as I walked toward the cam. Just to fuck with him I spread myself open for just one second running a finger down my slit. I was shocked how wet I was already.

One thing about Mr. London is his absolute adoration of a great ass. I happen to have that asset. I bent over and I could hear him say something that was some gibberish moan saying 'yes.' I made sure the camera was nice and close to my ass. I let him see me use both of my tiny hands to squeeze it. I spanked myself just hard enough to make it a little red. I knew what he wanted to see. I spread my legs apart so he could see that incredible back shot of my pussy poking out. I had prepared for this and there was absolutely no hair anywhere downstairs. I teased him first using both my hands to spread my lips apart. I knew I was close enough to the camera he could see my opening. I spread it as wide as possible and asked him very sweetly 'if he was going to bend me over like this and take me from behind. ' He said 'I want to fuck you so bad right now it's killing me.'

I told him I was really fucking wet. That was no joke. I could even tell my upper thighs were wet. I knew he wouldn't ask for what he was dying to see. After all, he is a 'proper gentleman.' I also knew a bit about his kinky mind. He wanted to do things with me he'd never done. I did get him to tell me about a much older woman who seduced him when he was nineteen. One night she begged him to fuck her ass. He was inexperienced. He almost said 'no.' But, something made him just ram his huge cock in her ass. I asked him what it felt like. He said 'It was fucking amazing. That was the one time I forgot that pleasing a woman was the most important thing.'

He told me her ass was so tight on his cock he simply fucked her as hard and rough as possible. The older woman loved it. He got to hear and feel her cum. It pushed him over the edge and he exploded deep in her ass. He joked about it as the only time he busted his nut before he was done wanting to fuck. The older woman had to leave town the next day. He didn't get a chance to do it again. He opened up that every other girlfriend after her was a fucking prude. He had never got to see another girlfriend's asshole, much less finger it, lick it and then fuck it. I told him 'I wasn't experienced but I would take him there' kind of early in our relationship.

I'd never tried it. I knew I loved a finger in my ass. I wondered if I could take his whole cock. I went back to my show and spread my ass checks apart. I knew the lighting was good and he could see my tight puckered virgin asshole. I asked him 'if he was going to be the first man to make me take it and like it.' He said 'yes, it's fucking perfect.' The next part was not easy because I have short arms and tiny hands. I got even closer to the camera. I got my fingers really wet from my pussy. He blurted out 'Jesus Christ, I can see how wet you are.' I just kind of giggled. I spread my legs apart so my ass cheeks could be held open with one hand. First I rubbed my asshole. It felt really good. I slipped a finger inside. I asked him 'if he had a good view.' I knew he was so horny he didn't have words. He just said 'uh huh' which I took as a good sign.

I started fucking my ass with my finger. It was so tight. I couldn't imagine his entire dick in my ass. It did feel good. It made my pussy ache. I was so horny. I decided to use two fingers. I could here him moan because he knew I was stretching my asshole out for him and I was loving it. He said 'don't stop.' I went harder and faster. I was actually moaning. I was also officially so horny I had to play with my pussy. I let him see that I could take three fingers. I told him 'I wanted his cock in my ass' and I wasn't lying. I stopped abruptly and immediately spread my checks with both hands. I basically put my ass against the cam so he could see how I made that tiny puckered spot gape open. I could tell it was stretched way open. I got demanding and told him 'he was going to stick his tongue in my tight hole and lick it as long as I wanted.'

I have a porn fetish. I knew it was taboo but he would want to see it. I sat back down and started sucking the fingers I used to fuck my ass. His eyes were huge. I gave him an evil grin and told him 'you're going to love the taste of my ass. And you're going to love watching me suck your cock after you fuck my ass. I'm going to make you fuck my hole and f@rce you to stop over and over so I can suck your dick and then make you fuck me some more.'

I knew he was a 'proper gentleman' he would watch me put on the most x-rated show and he would still deal with the torture of his throbbing cock rubbing against his jeans. I knew I turned around fast enough to see him stroking it through his pants. He stopped when he knew I was watching. The final act I had in mind took more planning than he realized. It would be easy to give him a close up view of my pussy while I fucked myself. I knew he wanted to be able to see the look of pleasure on my face just as much as he wanted to see my pussy. I could put the camera at a downward angle and brace myself on a chair with my ass on a pillow so he could see my pussy really well and see my face. I wouldn't tell him being in that position made my back cramp.

This was all designed to give him the best visuals possible. I had debated how to fuck myself. I bought a vibrator that was big enough to stretch me out but not so big it hurt. I hadn't fucked anyone in so long I knew I 'tight' was an understatement. Before I laid down and got settled I basically straddled the computer this time with my pussy nearly on the cam. He couldn't get a better view until we met in person. My pussy mound is super fat. My outer lips are thick. He got to see that when I spread myself open my inner lips are tiny and deep up inside me like I had never even had a good hard fucking. Truthfully, I really hadn't. I was the polar opposite of a girl who would be considered fucked ragged with her lips dangling down.

It was actually hard to hold myself open so he could see how deep and intact I really was. I wanted to see his face while I fingered myself and you could her how juicy wet I was. I wanted him to see It up close as I started to work myself in preparation for a good hard fuck. I told him 'just to focus on watching my clit swell up and throb while I rubbed it.' As soon as I started rubbing my clit in hard circles exactly the way I do when I'm alone it was almost easy to forget I was putting on a show. All I could feel was pleasure. I would rub some and then fuck myself to keep my clit so wet my fingers glided over it in slippery movements designed to make my clit swell up so big it actually did look like a giant cherry lollipop.

I asked him 'how bad do you want to taste me?' He couldn't even answer. He just groaned. I said, 'I bet you want to be sucking on my clit so bad you could cry.' I kept taunting him saying 'look how big and fat it is. It needs a good licking.' I made him watch me deliver short hard little slaps against it. I told him 'if he couldn't suck on it he would just have to watch me spank it.' I was so wet you could her the juicy sound of impact each time I popped it good and hard. I went back to stroking it. I didn't want to cum standing up without even having a good fuck. When I backed away from the camera I could see the look of disappoint. He thought I was done playing.

I said 'don't worry baby, I'm not finished with you yet.' I was kind of scared the computer would tip over and come crashing down. I was also worried my back would start cramping so bad I wouldn't be able to cum. I'd also decided my techniques for getting my pussy, entire body and face on cam should be patented. This was going to be great. I could focus on his face and that huge bulge in his pants. I didn't say anything. I just showed him the toy I planned to use. It was a perfect opportunity to demonstrate my technique for giving head. I honestly pretended it was his cock and got into it. Sucking and licking something always makes me really horny. I kept my eyes locked on his as I spit all over the rubber toy. I showed him gentle and teasing. I knew he loved that.

He told me how much he loved being teased and prolonging pleasure. I also wanted him to watch my tiny mouth take that entire toy almost down to the base and into my throat. His eyes got kind of big. I wanted him to know my mouth could handle that rather large bulge in his pants. I let him watch me suck up and down it while working the shaft with my hands. I would stop the mechanical motion and only suck on the head. I was also giving the whole thing long lingering licks. He could tell I knew what I was doing. Just to taunt him even more I stuck the toy between my tits. I pushed them up right under my chin. Then I sucked the toy. He saw how he could fuck my tits while I sucked his head and hopefully swallowed his load. I didn't have to tell him I could do it. It was better to show him.

Now, it was time for me to get selfish. My pussy was aching to be played with some more. I could still feel my clit like a thick **** inside me. It had also been a long time since I used a vibrator. Before, I even thought about my pussy I reclined back into the proper position. I could see myself on cam. He did have a damn fine view. My huge tits were propped up on my round belly. My thighs looked nice and firm with my legs spread open and my pussy on display. I turned the vibrator on high. I planned to take my time. I rubbed it all over my tits focusing on my nipples. Damn, I forgot how good a vibrator felt. I would have to fight not to cum too quickly.

The tickling sensation on my nipples simply made me moan. It felt so fucking good. I could probably have cum just using the toys on my tits. I moved the vibrator down to my belly. I knew he thought my belly button was the cutest thing ever. I let him watch me rub circles around it then press the tip into my navel. That actually tickled worse than my nipples. I made sure my head was propped up so we could look at each other. I had a thick pillow under my ass. My legs were spread far apart. It was enough for my hips to ache. My pussy was propped up and put on display. I took my time to rub the toy all between my thighs. I was teasing him. But, it also felt really good. My legs somehow managed to spread more with that much taunting.

I knew myself too well. I put the toy on the lowest possible vibration. I would've lasted two seconds with the damn thing on full speed. I checked myself out in the box that showed me. My pussy was so fat, I would still have to use one hand to keep it fully spread. I started with the toy's tip barely touching my clit. It still made me moan. Mr. London seemed to be leaning forward for a better view. Really slowly I started sliding the toy from the top of my clit past my hole and down to my ass. It felt so good. I felt trapped in time sliding it up and down. I imagined he was using his dick to slide down my slit making me too fucking wet. I imagined him rubbing the head of his cock against my clit the way I used the toy.

I was breathing heavy. I was getting off on watching him watching me. I told him 'this is exactly how I want you to torture me with your cock.' He saw me come close to pushing it in my tight hole. I made him watch me tease myself. I was really moaning new and I couldn't help it. Then the toy reached my clit and I was two seconds from coming. I jerked it down and slammed it all the way in with no warning. It did make me cry out. The vibrator felt huge inside me. I was trying to teach him when I couldn't take any more teasing, I wanted him to slam into me balls deep. I let the toy help keep me spread open. I kept it all the way in me, getting off at even the slight vibration on my g-spot.

The toy was flexible enough it bent up with the opening of my hole. It almost surprised me that it hit all the right spots. I knew he wanted this part of the show nice and slow. I fucked myself almost gently. Each time I pulled the toy out my wetness flooded out. He noticed and said 'God you get so wet. I want to drown in it.' I asked him 'if he liked watching me fuck myself while I pretended it was his dick? I pulled it all the way out so he could see my hole stretched, pretty and deep pink. I slid it up and down me a few more times then once again I pushed it in really hard.

Once again the toy hit my g-spot. I got so fucking horny. I was still watching his face but I needed a good hard fuck. I showed him soft and gentle. Now, he got to see the other side of me. I fucked myself fast pulling almost all the way out and slamming it back against that spot. I was doing nothing but moaning. I hadn't been fucked the way I was fucking myself in so long. I needed this. I could feel my hands covered in my hot wet lubrication. You could hear the sloshing and slapping noise of the toy hitting so much liquid. I don't know how it was possible but somehow I started fucking myself even faster.

I could feel my hips lift up with each thrust in and I sounded like some kind of amlmal so desperate for release. I watched him. He was breathing really heavy. I don't even think he realized he was rubbing his cock through his jeans. I needed to cum so bad it was painful. I had put him in the same situation. I kept telling him 'this is how I want your cock.' I also couldn't stop saying his name. I think that got him. I was in total primal instinct, desperate to cum. I just kept hitting that same spot. I could feel my pussy getting sore. It felt good. I could feel myself getting really close. I know the pleasure on my face and me screaming 'fuck' and 'yes' with no self-control, let him know I was losing it.

The tip of the vibrator hitting my g-spot was one of the best things I'd ever felt. I swear this strange numbing sensation hit my magic spot. I think I slammed into it two or three more times. I nearly screamed his name and suddenly that spot was the only part of my body I could feel. I finally realized why orgasms like that were called something like the little death. Instinct kept me fucking myself but I couldn't think about anything but this surge of something exploding deep inside me.

I never felt that before. Honestly, it was my first g-spot orgasm. I only know it seemed to shoot from the top of my head down to my toes like electricity. I finally understood why sex made some women scream. I thought I had more control but that wave of pleasure did make cry out really loud. The waves of release kept rolling through me and I felt my body release an ungodly amount of liquid that didn't make sense. I pulled the toy out of me and I could feel cum pumping out of me. I just knew to rub my clit to keep the cum literally shooting out. I think I had been holding my breath the entire time the orgasm started.

It registered to me that I should probably breath. That had me panting while parts of my body trembled at random like convulsions. I kept rubbing my clit until I knew I drained out all the cum I built up inside me. Then I just had to lie there like I had just been more alive than a person should be and dead at the same time. My body tingled. If Mr. London had been with me and he tried to touch me I would've probably slapped his hands off me. I couldn't endure one more second of pleasure.

I still had to start breathing right. However, I knew this was my only chance. I sat up. I was totally weirded out to be sitting in a puddle of my own cum. I had to laugh. I planned to put on a show. I didn't plan for it to end up with me totally discombobulated. Mr. London couldn't help but laugh with me. I felt shy all of a sudden. His eyes were so bright and his excitement was obvious. He said 'I thought you couldn't do that.' I told him 'I had been certain my body wouldn't become a gushing cum fountain until thirty seconds before it happened.' I knew this was when I had to ask. I wanted this so bad. I would be devastated if he said no. He could see me in one week or he could make me wait until October.

I just said it. 'Baby, can I please come to London for my birthday?' He said 'you had this planned to break me.' I gave him my crooked smile and said 'I did not plan this whole g-spot squirting orgasm experience. However, I think it's a sign from God.' He responded 'you know I'm an atheist and your God talk won't work on me.' I was quick to reply 'If you make me wait until October, God won't let me cum like that for you ever again.' I'm pretty sure he mumbled something like 'you manipulative bitch, how can I tell you no after what you just put me through. I almost came in my pants. You win. I get to book your tickets. You can come to bl00dy London on your birthday. I am going to do horrible yet amazing things to your ass. I don't know what we're going to do because you are not squirting on my bed or my couch. However, I have to make you do that again even if we set up my air mattress on the bl00dy floor.' I told him 'I had no complaints about an air mattress.'