My fetish for orgasms

When i was about 13 my Neighbor Would have me come over and watch her masturbate. She told me she wanted me show me what it looks like when it feels good. She just turned 18 so i trusted her in what she said. rubbing her wet pussy in my face once in a while she would ask me to taste it to see if i like it and indeed i did. I would watch her cum about 2 times then she said i have to feel good also so she would have me hump her pillow till i orgasmed not much would come out back then but it felt so good. We did this for a few years then she moved away. Still till this day i still think about how she would have me watch. On her knees on her stomach, standing. As we got older she would want me to clean her pussy when she was done. Never fucked tho. So now im 33 and still luv watching pussy cum. I still hump here and there i feel i can get a stronger orgasm that way.