Not quite cuckolding

I guess it would have really started right around when me and my boyfriend started dating. He showed me wifelovers and I posted a picture of my pussy after he ate me out for the tenth time that day. We continued to have learn each other's bodies and kinks. We would watch movies about cuckolding and look at picture on wifelovers.
I was always satisfied with our sex. He always made sure I got off, but I'm sure he could tell I was missing something.
I haven't really had sex with huge cocks but he's definitely small compared to others, I was missing having big hard cocks fucking me. Filling my pussy up, making me moan so much I'm sure that my neighbours were able to hear.
I love being bent over in doggy having my pussy rammed, although I love my boyfriends cock, no matter how hard he fucks it just isn't the same.
The last few months had been hard on us, with Christmas, work and other stresses we started fighting more and more. We would still have sex but it just wasn't the same. He stopped going down on me and his cock alone just wasn't enough. I was frustrated and he was too. Finally last week after a fight we called it quits. For a few days we had limited contact, but still had eachother things.
Since I was single again and missing being filled up I messaged an old friend who I hadn't seen in a few years. We had just gotten back in touch before I met my boyfriend. Right away we made plans to have dinner, me knowing that I was going to get fucked good.
Dinner was good but the best was desert at my place. We had a few drinks and flirted. Not before long he grabbed me and took me to my bedroom riper off my clothes and started playing with my pussy. I was dripping wet already.
His cock was rock hard as I took to into my mouth. As I worked his cock in my mouth it barely fit, gaging as I tried to. I always loved gagging on cock a missed it. He fucked my mouth well grabbing my hair. I tool out my vibrator and played with my pussy. He grabbed it's and was thrusting it into me. In no time I was squirting.
Then he flipped me around and put his big cock in my pussy. It was good he had me as wet as he did. He had to go slow at first, stretching me. But soon he was fucking me hard, making me take it all, going hard and harder with each trust.
I could stop myself from saying how big he was compared to my ex and how it was just what I needed. He was coming close to finishing and flipped me around again. He fucked my face then came in my mouth.
I hadn't been fucked like that in ages and it was just what I needed. He left a little while later. Still recovering and massaging my pussy I saw that my ex had texted me. I texted him back and exchanged small talk.
Then he asked me if I had anyone over for the night. I've always been honest so I said yes. He asked if I had been fucked. I paused, part of me still wanted us to work. Again I was honest.
He didn't reply. My heart started beating faster, I texted him asking if he was mad. He replied, asking me to tell him how it was. I was nervous he was still mad, I asked if he was mad. "I'm fucking turned on. I would love to see your pussy right now"
I started telling him how easy he had made me cum, and how the cock could barely fit in my mouth.
"Send me a picture of your pussy right now."
After I did he asked me to come over. As soon as I was there he ripped off my panties and started admiring my pussy, kissing it and licking it. We haven't fucked like that in months. We spent about ten hours in bed fucking and talking about us.
Who knows if we will continue cuckolding in the future, but we have been talking about it in a serious way apposed to it just being dirty talk.