Higher understanding as I explore deeper depravity
Evolved With each annual trip around the sun, trees grow rings and new birds wings but the next fantasy lies just out of reach. My imagination uses all of my past experience and wishfully composes my next "most amazing thing that could happen to me” scenario.
And to be certain, there will now be categories from which I can decide to investigate. The category list has expanded to include a noticeably more bi sexual theme than ever before. My Fantasies were a bit different 5 years ago and noticeably different than 10 years ago and the fantasies of 20 years ago didn’t include any bi or Tgirl encounters.
I was saving some of the more perverse topics for my 40s and still I have to save the most twisted for my 50s because by then, it may be the only opportunity left for me. HAHa (chuckle out loud). I’ve learned to savor each new twist before becoming a (K)not.
And why ****?
Some learn the ropes, some tie the not,
and all that some will ever know
is less than I forgot.
and more they have forgotten
Than I shall ever know
Intellectual Rythym
Helps each other grow
So the Fantasy grows
Having the privilege of so many beautiful women,pretty porn stars,erotic models,exotic dancers, Dames and Diva's I am a hard core admirer of women, females, ladies, Tomboy’s, Tramps, Goddesses and Girls.Broads and Bitches.
Some were Lovers
All were friends
I was lucky to have one share 12 years of swinging and exploration of the most exciting things we could think of with me. And we tried almost everything but talked about anything. Watching porn with her then hearing her fantasies led to many great fulfilling encounters. My favorite Porn during that period were DP’s and gang bangs.At the time those were the dirtiest nasty fantasy tapes.
Watching them exclusively eventually caused her to want to try and soon I loved watching her get off when she was enjoying the extra attention of other mens cocks
My twisted taste evolved and what started out as a mistake in an arcade booth became the reason I went to watch porn in the bookstores. she male videos began to become more popular and more titles were released and I viewed any new content I could find. Fantasies forming about being tricked into making out with a trap t girl who gets rough with me and before I can help it, is forcing me to suck her cock.
While I’m froze in utter Shock
The fantasy was so twisted that I became ashamed of myself standing in my pool of cum after being so tremendously turned on.I had to rationalize the shift when fantasies of submission for the first time included submitting to cock. The Ideal first time same sex encounter was unknowingly making out with a girl spider who lured you into her trap, web, devouring her prey like an eight legged Octo Cock by placing penetrating penis upon me.
Its not my fault.
She fucked me!
I had no say in the matter.
I hadn’t noticed my rising curiosity. Becoming BI curious to be sure but always afraid to consider it for very long or very often
My girl and I still shared twisted sex with the porn on and I would put some on every time we had guests because I became obsessed with watching my girl enjoying big cocks pounding her. Only then it was still called "wife watching” before the proliferation of internet tube sites tagged it “Cuckold”. The humiliation/degradation aspect of cuckold was counter erotic for me. But roles change.
She knew this and grew this. She loved showing off for my company and then showing off for me with our company. One such hung verbal Bull sensed we were both submissive and had me pushing his hung meat into her pussy while making her beg for his huge black cock. I was made to lick her pussy and his cock while he fucked her and she was made to yell and beg for his BBC and tell me how much she loved it.. I was Spinning I got so turned on. She even pointed out that I loved the cocks in our bed as much as she did but I denied it. but each episode drew me to imagine it.
I’m not sure the first time but a few times I would try on panties before masterbating and eventually tried stockings. Slowly over time my fantasies shifted to more T girl porn. Once I would get high I immediately felt the uncontrollable desire to behave as naughty as fuck. Usually staying in an ABS arcade wasting hundreds of dollars viewing porn while getting high. Its still better than giving all my $ to the casino and the Adult Book Store video machines play better movies than the casino video machines. The more I explored the fantasies the more twisted they had to become each time.
Soon I was imagining being forced to share my girl with big black dudes at a black biker club and that evolved into the mind bending thought that I was the only white male in the club which is forbidden. I am watching my girl enjoy the huge cocks she was getting to suck and sit on when a couple of the unruly Bikers pulled me into a room and tell me to dress the part or exit but the girl stays. No way was I leaving her here but being undersized and outnumbered I had to try to do what I could and that meant whatever they said.
Soon my fantasy of being stripped, shaved and dressed like a slut would be my most exciting fantasy and it still qualifies today as one of my favorite fantasies.
I began to dress a little more complete each time I was alone and dressing slutty and I became hooked on taking selfie pics and vids when I did. Eventually deciding that I need to do it as close to really becoming feminine if Im going to do it at all. I found the more in costume with makeup hair and nails I had the more the female inside of me would come out. I watched my progress on the videos to improve my look. I tried to keep the videos to a minimum so I recorded over some videos several times and they weren’t for anyone to see nor was there anything I felt anyone would want to see.
Now my favorite porn and fantasies once again are DP’s and Gangbangs only now, I find myself identifying with the girl getting double docked and gang banged
There was one fateful day when an acquaintance to an older sibling that I had met a few times, broke into my place and dug deep into my private belongings to find my nasty stash of porn, toys and yes my homemade videos.
I was driving home from work thinking of getting high and getting my freek on once I got home when my phone rang. Ben called me to say that he had my videos and if I wanted them back I would have to come over to his house to get them. I chuckled and thought yeah right. Videos? I don’t got no videos that he would have taken.
Then he said in a very stern voice,” You KNOW what videos I have and you better come talk to me about them”. I froze in horror, disbelief then anger. "How did you get those videos? They are not for anyone to see and he fucked up for breaking in and stealing them. He very smugly said to come over or else risk someone else seeing them.
Stunned I felt as if my life was over as someone other than myself now knew what twisted thoughts I was capable of......
I’ll post that story as well as some other true experiences here on Xhamster for you all to read as well as some of my current fantastical frolic fantasies that will leave anyone who reads them, Male Female, Couple, Group or Tranny hot bothered and in need of sexual release........
Now I am no longer curious because I know damn well I’m Bisexual and un apologetic that I am and therefore Ive allowed myself to spin even more dpraved fantasies and yes I mis spelled that on purpose. I gained Higher consciousness by going lower into deviancy so I’m stretching that barrier every day. every hour. every minute.
Stay Tuned
~L N~
And to be certain, there will now be categories from which I can decide to investigate. The category list has expanded to include a noticeably more bi sexual theme than ever before. My Fantasies were a bit different 5 years ago and noticeably different than 10 years ago and the fantasies of 20 years ago didn’t include any bi or Tgirl encounters.
I was saving some of the more perverse topics for my 40s and still I have to save the most twisted for my 50s because by then, it may be the only opportunity left for me. HAHa (chuckle out loud). I’ve learned to savor each new twist before becoming a (K)not.
And why ****?
Some learn the ropes, some tie the not,
and all that some will ever know
is less than I forgot.
and more they have forgotten
Than I shall ever know
Intellectual Rythym
Helps each other grow
So the Fantasy grows
Having the privilege of so many beautiful women,pretty porn stars,erotic models,exotic dancers, Dames and Diva's I am a hard core admirer of women, females, ladies, Tomboy’s, Tramps, Goddesses and Girls.Broads and Bitches.
Some were Lovers
All were friends
I was lucky to have one share 12 years of swinging and exploration of the most exciting things we could think of with me. And we tried almost everything but talked about anything. Watching porn with her then hearing her fantasies led to many great fulfilling encounters. My favorite Porn during that period were DP’s and gang bangs.At the time those were the dirtiest nasty fantasy tapes.
Watching them exclusively eventually caused her to want to try and soon I loved watching her get off when she was enjoying the extra attention of other mens cocks
My twisted taste evolved and what started out as a mistake in an arcade booth became the reason I went to watch porn in the bookstores. she male videos began to become more popular and more titles were released and I viewed any new content I could find. Fantasies forming about being tricked into making out with a trap t girl who gets rough with me and before I can help it, is forcing me to suck her cock.
While I’m froze in utter Shock
The fantasy was so twisted that I became ashamed of myself standing in my pool of cum after being so tremendously turned on.I had to rationalize the shift when fantasies of submission for the first time included submitting to cock. The Ideal first time same sex encounter was unknowingly making out with a girl spider who lured you into her trap, web, devouring her prey like an eight legged Octo Cock by placing penetrating penis upon me.
Its not my fault.
She fucked me!
I had no say in the matter.
I hadn’t noticed my rising curiosity. Becoming BI curious to be sure but always afraid to consider it for very long or very often
My girl and I still shared twisted sex with the porn on and I would put some on every time we had guests because I became obsessed with watching my girl enjoying big cocks pounding her. Only then it was still called "wife watching” before the proliferation of internet tube sites tagged it “Cuckold”. The humiliation/degradation aspect of cuckold was counter erotic for me. But roles change.
She knew this and grew this. She loved showing off for my company and then showing off for me with our company. One such hung verbal Bull sensed we were both submissive and had me pushing his hung meat into her pussy while making her beg for his huge black cock. I was made to lick her pussy and his cock while he fucked her and she was made to yell and beg for his BBC and tell me how much she loved it.. I was Spinning I got so turned on. She even pointed out that I loved the cocks in our bed as much as she did but I denied it. but each episode drew me to imagine it.
I’m not sure the first time but a few times I would try on panties before masterbating and eventually tried stockings. Slowly over time my fantasies shifted to more T girl porn. Once I would get high I immediately felt the uncontrollable desire to behave as naughty as fuck. Usually staying in an ABS arcade wasting hundreds of dollars viewing porn while getting high. Its still better than giving all my $ to the casino and the Adult Book Store video machines play better movies than the casino video machines. The more I explored the fantasies the more twisted they had to become each time.
Soon I was imagining being forced to share my girl with big black dudes at a black biker club and that evolved into the mind bending thought that I was the only white male in the club which is forbidden. I am watching my girl enjoy the huge cocks she was getting to suck and sit on when a couple of the unruly Bikers pulled me into a room and tell me to dress the part or exit but the girl stays. No way was I leaving her here but being undersized and outnumbered I had to try to do what I could and that meant whatever they said.
Soon my fantasy of being stripped, shaved and dressed like a slut would be my most exciting fantasy and it still qualifies today as one of my favorite fantasies.
I began to dress a little more complete each time I was alone and dressing slutty and I became hooked on taking selfie pics and vids when I did. Eventually deciding that I need to do it as close to really becoming feminine if Im going to do it at all. I found the more in costume with makeup hair and nails I had the more the female inside of me would come out. I watched my progress on the videos to improve my look. I tried to keep the videos to a minimum so I recorded over some videos several times and they weren’t for anyone to see nor was there anything I felt anyone would want to see.
Now my favorite porn and fantasies once again are DP’s and Gangbangs only now, I find myself identifying with the girl getting double docked and gang banged
There was one fateful day when an acquaintance to an older sibling that I had met a few times, broke into my place and dug deep into my private belongings to find my nasty stash of porn, toys and yes my homemade videos.
I was driving home from work thinking of getting high and getting my freek on once I got home when my phone rang. Ben called me to say that he had my videos and if I wanted them back I would have to come over to his house to get them. I chuckled and thought yeah right. Videos? I don’t got no videos that he would have taken.
Then he said in a very stern voice,” You KNOW what videos I have and you better come talk to me about them”. I froze in horror, disbelief then anger. "How did you get those videos? They are not for anyone to see and he fucked up for breaking in and stealing them. He very smugly said to come over or else risk someone else seeing them.
Stunned I felt as if my life was over as someone other than myself now knew what twisted thoughts I was capable of......
I’ll post that story as well as some other true experiences here on Xhamster for you all to read as well as some of my current fantastical frolic fantasies that will leave anyone who reads them, Male Female, Couple, Group or Tranny hot bothered and in need of sexual release........
Now I am no longer curious because I know damn well I’m Bisexual and un apologetic that I am and therefore Ive allowed myself to spin even more dpraved fantasies and yes I mis spelled that on purpose. I gained Higher consciousness by going lower into deviancy so I’m stretching that barrier every day. every hour. every minute.
Stay Tuned
~L N~
9年前
