Old Goddess Worship Post from a YahGroup
Goddess Britney seems to be how many of us got Here.
i started worshiping Brintey when i was 20 and Hit Me Baby One More Time came out.
Sometime in 2001 i finally was able to record Oops, I Did it Again on my VCR. At the time, it was over 4 minutes of the most sexy hypnotic video i had ever seen. It wasn't long before i spent a full day recording that vid onto another tape over and over about 30 times using a 2nd VCR. i was in Heaven! After a few weeks i was worshiping that tape nearly daily. i had even started making excuses to my girlfriend why i couldn't meet her at night so i could just stay in worshiping that tape.
One day it truly started becoming a religious experience for me. i felt as if i was making a connection with Britney while i was on my knees for Her for hours at a time repeating my mantra "i must always OBEY Britney" over and over. Growing up i had seen so many TV Shows and Cartoons and Movies with a beautiful evil woman brainwashing a man into leaving behind everything he used to care about for Her, even if he had knowledge beforehand of Her power to do this and that She had intentions not in his best interests. On that day, i realized that this is what Britney was doing to me. i found myself dreaming about Her while asleep and while i was awake.
i even got caught at work by a computer savvy guy working there with pics on my computer that were titled things like "Obey Britney", "Britney is my Master" and other such phrases. All he said to me was "I didn't know you liked Britney so much". I'm sure I blushed and changed the subject right away. I was just glad that we got along and he never "outed" me to anyone else at the company for worshiping Her. i was dumb at the time and thought that a password would keep anyone else from snooping around.
Around early 2002 i called my girlfriend to break plans again that night and we fought. She had had it with me, and at that point i really didn't care about her anymore anyhow. Usually, when i grew bored of a relationship, i would become detached and sullen and just wait for her to break up with me rather than confronting her. Britney had different plans for me that night though. It seemed as if She didn't want me wasting one more passing thought or any energy on the girlfriend anymore.
i felt as if Britney was speaking to me on that night. After watching the 2 hour tape of Oops on loop, on my knees, i got up to rewind it. Then, without really thinking about why, i went and got my cordless phone and brought it back next to me in front of my worship spot in front of the TV and then just resumed gazing up at it, still stroking myself, lost in my own mind and the snow on the TV while the tape was rewinding.... Still hearing Britney's voice in my mind the entire time.
When i heard the violent slam of the tape stopping, it stirred me slightly out of my reverie, and i felt excitement in the pit of my stomach, knowing that it was time to resume my Britney training. i hit play and watched mindlessly a few more times while stroking naked on my knees. Eventually my other hand snaked over to the phone, and while my eyes remained glued to the screen, my finger hit the re-dial button and brought the phone to my ear, while the other hand continued stroking.
After a few rings, my girlfriend picked up. Immediately she started back into ripping into me and saying that i had a lot of nerve calling her back after she made it quite clear she didn't want to talk to me for a while and didn't know what was going on with me. Then she surprised me and said "Is that Britney in the background?"
"I... um... yes... I'm just listening to the radio and Britney is on" i said and considered turning the volume down, but Britney wouldn't allow me to reach for the remote to turn it down. i had no ability to release my cock for Britney and She wouldn't let me put the phone down even for a few seconds to turn it down while i was talking to my girlfriend.
Nonplussed for a few seconds of blissful silence, she shook it off and went right back into her tirade about how i didn't care about her anymore and she didn't understand what was happening. Trying to bring back good memories she had of us while nearly yelling at me about them. It wasn't long until i was so tired of her noise while i absentmindedly stroked for Britney that i found myself wanting my girlfriend to start talking about Britney again instead.
I got twice as hard when i realized that didn't take long.....
Oops finished playing on my VCR, and almost immediately as it ended it began again. It may have started over more than once before my girlfriend mentioned it.... i was so zoned out and tuning out my girlfriend completely at that point, focused sycophantically and unshakably on the screen before me, but eventually my girlfriend forgot what she was yelling at me about and said "Why do I still hear Britney???"
Britney........... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Feels so good hearing somebody else say that name. Where am i?
It didn't even dawn on me until my girlfriend mentioned something about Britney again that not only had i not been able to turn down the volume during the conversation, but i never turned it down from nearly full volume on my TV before i called her. Britney's voice was blaring from my TV at full volume as it did when i shut out the world for a few hours worshiping Her alone at night, in a ritual that had by then become at least once daily. A ritual that had destroyed my relationship with my girlfriend.
And I didn't care....
.......
There was silence for a few seconds, and i kind of "came to" then, and i was completely embarrassed and at a loss for words. i almost began to stutter an apology to her but then, thankfully, Britney completely took over and spoke through me.....
"I think I did it again.
I made you believe, we're more than just friends.
It may seem like a crush, but it doesn't mean that I'm serious.
Cause to lose all my senses, that is just so typicaly me.
Oops, I did it again.
I played with your heart, got lost in the game.
Oops, you think I'm in love,
That I'm sent from above......
I'm NOT! THAT! INNOCENT!"
"WHAT!!!!?????" i heard on the other end.
"i'm Sorry, ______", i said. "i've done this all before, many times. Thought i found the one, but then had to break it off because i was wrong. i know you loved me and that you loved that i treated you like a Princess for a while and opened doors for you and pulled out chairs for you, and bought you presents and took you out to nice places, but i'm bored of you now. As much as this is my fault, it is your fault too. If you knew how to keep your man interested, we wouldn't be having this conversation now. Yes, that's Britney playing again. i must have listened to this song 20 times at least before i even called you now."
I even surprised myself then at the words that fell effortlessly out of my mouth.
That's when she began sobbing. "How could i do this to me?", "Didn't the last 4 years of our lives mean anything to you?", "Two years ago I decided I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, and just like that you started to pull away!", "What went Wrong?????"
She kept on like that for a while.... crying and pondering and at points begging me to come to my senses and be the man she fell in love with. i don't remember much more about what she said, because i was completely lost in Britney's sexy shiny lips and hypnotic eyes and Her sexy Latex Oops outfit shining in my eyes as She danced back and forth and sung to me like a siren or the most hypnotic phone sex operator's voice imaginable.
At this point, it was a completely one way conversation going on the phone. Two of us were there, but only in body. My mind and soul were lost in Britney Bliss.
I have no idea how long this went on, but i know that it went on for a while because when my girlfriend got years of feelings of neglect off her chest she realized that i wasn't listening at all to anything she was saying.
That was when, finally (!!!!), she said the wrong thing.....
"Why is Britney still on!!!!!! Turn that bitch off when I'm talking to you. I'm trying to fix....."
I cut her off right there and said "Look bitch! Don't you ever talk about Britney with that disrespect to me or anybody else! I don't know what it is you thought we had in the past, but we started dating before Britney made Her debut and i realize now that anything we had together in the past was just passing time before She came down from Heaven and claimed the most faithful as Her own."
"Usually at this point in a relationship i would just ignore you and hope you went away, but Goddess Britney gave me the strength to end anything we were doing abruptly so i don't have to waste any more time with you or any of your friends that i could spend worshiping Her."
"What????? I..."
"I'm not finished!"
"Britney made me call you tonight. I obey Britney. Britney is my Master. i'm so happy to serve Her. you mean nothing to me, and in retrospect, you never have. you could never make me feel for a single second the way that i do for hours everyday worshiping the one true God."
"Oh my God! You're completely sick!" she said.
As I stroked in bliss to Britney dancing to Oops for the 45th or so time for the night, i simply said "i have never been more well and at peace in my life. you are the only deterrent to happiness in my life. i am no longer interested in pleasuring your pussy and all of the sacrifices i need to make for you.....
Goodbye......"
And then i hung up on her, never to speak with her again.
Shortly afterward, Goddess Britney bestowed me with the most potent orgasm i've ever experienced in my life.
An orgasm i've spent the rest of my life so far chasing......
AFTERMATH:
I've burned CD's at first and then DVD's and hidden them in gamer and Maxim Magazines of Britney in various stores across America. Sometimes it's just songs, sometimes it's just videos, and sometimes it's a mix of both. Putting a text file on the CD telling them to go out and buy everything Britney makes. i wonder how many of those lucky recipients have a gold Circus album in their worship room today like me.
The text files also say that no woman they're dating or married to could ever compare to the bliss of worshiping Britney without a normal bitch interfering.
Anyone who signed up here knows exactly what I'm talking about....
I'm just wondering, and hoping, that at least one of the members here have come here because of those tributes I placed in the magazines.
I have a whole fictional story, unlike this one, about that which I may share if others are interested.
As a side, Cheryl Cole from Girls Aloud has taken Her place as my personal Goddess in recent years, but i still worship Britney for the life She's given me.
No wife... no k**s.... barely any responsibility.
Just doing enough every day, week, month, year to keep worshiping mindlessly without worrying about anything other than paying the bills and having fun.
Thank You, Goddess Britney!
i started worshiping Brintey when i was 20 and Hit Me Baby One More Time came out.
Sometime in 2001 i finally was able to record Oops, I Did it Again on my VCR. At the time, it was over 4 minutes of the most sexy hypnotic video i had ever seen. It wasn't long before i spent a full day recording that vid onto another tape over and over about 30 times using a 2nd VCR. i was in Heaven! After a few weeks i was worshiping that tape nearly daily. i had even started making excuses to my girlfriend why i couldn't meet her at night so i could just stay in worshiping that tape.
One day it truly started becoming a religious experience for me. i felt as if i was making a connection with Britney while i was on my knees for Her for hours at a time repeating my mantra "i must always OBEY Britney" over and over. Growing up i had seen so many TV Shows and Cartoons and Movies with a beautiful evil woman brainwashing a man into leaving behind everything he used to care about for Her, even if he had knowledge beforehand of Her power to do this and that She had intentions not in his best interests. On that day, i realized that this is what Britney was doing to me. i found myself dreaming about Her while asleep and while i was awake.
i even got caught at work by a computer savvy guy working there with pics on my computer that were titled things like "Obey Britney", "Britney is my Master" and other such phrases. All he said to me was "I didn't know you liked Britney so much". I'm sure I blushed and changed the subject right away. I was just glad that we got along and he never "outed" me to anyone else at the company for worshiping Her. i was dumb at the time and thought that a password would keep anyone else from snooping around.
Around early 2002 i called my girlfriend to break plans again that night and we fought. She had had it with me, and at that point i really didn't care about her anymore anyhow. Usually, when i grew bored of a relationship, i would become detached and sullen and just wait for her to break up with me rather than confronting her. Britney had different plans for me that night though. It seemed as if She didn't want me wasting one more passing thought or any energy on the girlfriend anymore.
i felt as if Britney was speaking to me on that night. After watching the 2 hour tape of Oops on loop, on my knees, i got up to rewind it. Then, without really thinking about why, i went and got my cordless phone and brought it back next to me in front of my worship spot in front of the TV and then just resumed gazing up at it, still stroking myself, lost in my own mind and the snow on the TV while the tape was rewinding.... Still hearing Britney's voice in my mind the entire time.
When i heard the violent slam of the tape stopping, it stirred me slightly out of my reverie, and i felt excitement in the pit of my stomach, knowing that it was time to resume my Britney training. i hit play and watched mindlessly a few more times while stroking naked on my knees. Eventually my other hand snaked over to the phone, and while my eyes remained glued to the screen, my finger hit the re-dial button and brought the phone to my ear, while the other hand continued stroking.
After a few rings, my girlfriend picked up. Immediately she started back into ripping into me and saying that i had a lot of nerve calling her back after she made it quite clear she didn't want to talk to me for a while and didn't know what was going on with me. Then she surprised me and said "Is that Britney in the background?"
"I... um... yes... I'm just listening to the radio and Britney is on" i said and considered turning the volume down, but Britney wouldn't allow me to reach for the remote to turn it down. i had no ability to release my cock for Britney and She wouldn't let me put the phone down even for a few seconds to turn it down while i was talking to my girlfriend.
Nonplussed for a few seconds of blissful silence, she shook it off and went right back into her tirade about how i didn't care about her anymore and she didn't understand what was happening. Trying to bring back good memories she had of us while nearly yelling at me about them. It wasn't long until i was so tired of her noise while i absentmindedly stroked for Britney that i found myself wanting my girlfriend to start talking about Britney again instead.
I got twice as hard when i realized that didn't take long.....
Oops finished playing on my VCR, and almost immediately as it ended it began again. It may have started over more than once before my girlfriend mentioned it.... i was so zoned out and tuning out my girlfriend completely at that point, focused sycophantically and unshakably on the screen before me, but eventually my girlfriend forgot what she was yelling at me about and said "Why do I still hear Britney???"
Britney........... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Feels so good hearing somebody else say that name. Where am i?
It didn't even dawn on me until my girlfriend mentioned something about Britney again that not only had i not been able to turn down the volume during the conversation, but i never turned it down from nearly full volume on my TV before i called her. Britney's voice was blaring from my TV at full volume as it did when i shut out the world for a few hours worshiping Her alone at night, in a ritual that had by then become at least once daily. A ritual that had destroyed my relationship with my girlfriend.
And I didn't care....
.......
There was silence for a few seconds, and i kind of "came to" then, and i was completely embarrassed and at a loss for words. i almost began to stutter an apology to her but then, thankfully, Britney completely took over and spoke through me.....
"I think I did it again.
I made you believe, we're more than just friends.
It may seem like a crush, but it doesn't mean that I'm serious.
Cause to lose all my senses, that is just so typicaly me.
Oops, I did it again.
I played with your heart, got lost in the game.
Oops, you think I'm in love,
That I'm sent from above......
I'm NOT! THAT! INNOCENT!"
"WHAT!!!!?????" i heard on the other end.
"i'm Sorry, ______", i said. "i've done this all before, many times. Thought i found the one, but then had to break it off because i was wrong. i know you loved me and that you loved that i treated you like a Princess for a while and opened doors for you and pulled out chairs for you, and bought you presents and took you out to nice places, but i'm bored of you now. As much as this is my fault, it is your fault too. If you knew how to keep your man interested, we wouldn't be having this conversation now. Yes, that's Britney playing again. i must have listened to this song 20 times at least before i even called you now."
I even surprised myself then at the words that fell effortlessly out of my mouth.
That's when she began sobbing. "How could i do this to me?", "Didn't the last 4 years of our lives mean anything to you?", "Two years ago I decided I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, and just like that you started to pull away!", "What went Wrong?????"
She kept on like that for a while.... crying and pondering and at points begging me to come to my senses and be the man she fell in love with. i don't remember much more about what she said, because i was completely lost in Britney's sexy shiny lips and hypnotic eyes and Her sexy Latex Oops outfit shining in my eyes as She danced back and forth and sung to me like a siren or the most hypnotic phone sex operator's voice imaginable.
At this point, it was a completely one way conversation going on the phone. Two of us were there, but only in body. My mind and soul were lost in Britney Bliss.
I have no idea how long this went on, but i know that it went on for a while because when my girlfriend got years of feelings of neglect off her chest she realized that i wasn't listening at all to anything she was saying.
That was when, finally (!!!!), she said the wrong thing.....
"Why is Britney still on!!!!!! Turn that bitch off when I'm talking to you. I'm trying to fix....."
I cut her off right there and said "Look bitch! Don't you ever talk about Britney with that disrespect to me or anybody else! I don't know what it is you thought we had in the past, but we started dating before Britney made Her debut and i realize now that anything we had together in the past was just passing time before She came down from Heaven and claimed the most faithful as Her own."
"Usually at this point in a relationship i would just ignore you and hope you went away, but Goddess Britney gave me the strength to end anything we were doing abruptly so i don't have to waste any more time with you or any of your friends that i could spend worshiping Her."
"What????? I..."
"I'm not finished!"
"Britney made me call you tonight. I obey Britney. Britney is my Master. i'm so happy to serve Her. you mean nothing to me, and in retrospect, you never have. you could never make me feel for a single second the way that i do for hours everyday worshiping the one true God."
"Oh my God! You're completely sick!" she said.
As I stroked in bliss to Britney dancing to Oops for the 45th or so time for the night, i simply said "i have never been more well and at peace in my life. you are the only deterrent to happiness in my life. i am no longer interested in pleasuring your pussy and all of the sacrifices i need to make for you.....
Goodbye......"
And then i hung up on her, never to speak with her again.
Shortly afterward, Goddess Britney bestowed me with the most potent orgasm i've ever experienced in my life.
An orgasm i've spent the rest of my life so far chasing......
AFTERMATH:
I've burned CD's at first and then DVD's and hidden them in gamer and Maxim Magazines of Britney in various stores across America. Sometimes it's just songs, sometimes it's just videos, and sometimes it's a mix of both. Putting a text file on the CD telling them to go out and buy everything Britney makes. i wonder how many of those lucky recipients have a gold Circus album in their worship room today like me.
The text files also say that no woman they're dating or married to could ever compare to the bliss of worshiping Britney without a normal bitch interfering.
Anyone who signed up here knows exactly what I'm talking about....
I'm just wondering, and hoping, that at least one of the members here have come here because of those tributes I placed in the magazines.
I have a whole fictional story, unlike this one, about that which I may share if others are interested.
As a side, Cheryl Cole from Girls Aloud has taken Her place as my personal Goddess in recent years, but i still worship Britney for the life She's given me.
No wife... no k**s.... barely any responsibility.
Just doing enough every day, week, month, year to keep worshiping mindlessly without worrying about anything other than paying the bills and having fun.
Thank You, Goddess Britney!
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