I was supposed to observe

8pm on the evening of my 1st adult party , been trying for so long to get an invite , dropped so many hints but finally its here . The only drawback , i can be painfully shy and awkward in certain situations until i get used to them , so the hosts have very graciously allowed me to attend as a voyeur , i know that deep inside i will want to join in but something in my moral compass will stop me . So tonight i a the audience , and thats fine with me , i get up close views of all the goings on , love it .
Taxi has arrived , thankfully the party hosts live 10 miles away , close enough for a taxi journey that enables me to have the few glasses of pinot that are going to give me the courage to walk through their front door . .
The front door is opened by the hosts themselves , she is 50ish , wearing stocking , suspenders , peek a boo bra and a mischievous smile , her husband , is around same age , but more formally dressed in trousers and shirt , his eyes sparkle as he welcomes me in .
I am introduced to the gathered crowd , everyone is just mingling , sipping their drinks , having polite conversation ,the thing that strikes me is that everyone looks normal , ie no one looks like a raving sex maniac , yes some people have less clothes on but its all very nice and relaxed .
Everyone is made aware of my role as watcher , and thankfully no one objects to me being there . Gradually the chatter begins to die down , and as i scan the room bodies are beginning to mingle , flesh is being exposed and instead of polite conversation , the noise is of flesh being sucked , big wet kisses and the moaning , oh the moaning , the moaning is getting louder . Crap ! the moaning is me , okay so i`m liking this watching business , i`ll just try to be a little quieter . .
as the evening progressing i have allowed to witness the most amazing sights , i have been inches from a heavy veined huge girth cock penetrating a tight pussy , oh i moaned .
i enjoyed watching the many spit roasts that went on during the evening -- oh i moaned with joy at the sight .
when a woman gasped as she was mounted and penetrated for her first anal fucking , oh i moaned and perhaps wept tears of jealously .
The sounds and smells in the room over came me and i ventured into the kitchen for a refreshment , finding some more pinot i helped myself and return to the activities with a full glass of nectar .
a comfy looking chair from across the room beckoned me over , sitting back , i enjoyed my drink and smiled at the orgy going on around me , slowing a firm hand caressed across my neck and shoulder ,ever so slowly the hand dipped down inside my blouse , under my bra and cupped my breast .
did i stop it , did i turn round to see who this was , NO . I moaned and closed my eyes as the second hand did exactly the same with my other breast . The man standing behind my chair , was leaning over me rolling my nipples into firm little buds , tugging ,teasing . Oh my how i moaned . He brought me to blissful nipple orgasm heaven .
he then stood before and i got to my feet , i hitched up my skirt and parted my legs for his fingers to joyously pump my pussy into oblivion , oh fuck i moaned !!!
with wobbly legs i sank to the floor , i felt movement behind me as i was positioned on my hands and knees , I screamed with relief as that cock rode me hard , yes i moaned .
i moaned as i had my 1st ever spit roast
i moaned when 2 guys sucked my titties as i was being fucked by the party host .
i moaned when someone fingered my ass until i collapsed in bliss
so i sit here today , my body weary and oh so tender and i know that i will never sit back and just watch again !!!!