Why sissies/trannies are sexier than females

I was Pansexual/Genderfluid 30 years before those terms came into common use.
Trannies and Sissies always attracted me because I love femininity (and I love females....black white old young) but guys who cross over...by my experiences usually have useless beta-males as fathers, the mother usually dominated the father (and their sons), the sons Idealised their mothers and wanted to be her (a fucking bitch) and wanted an alpha-male as a father and are mostly resentful that she fucked and let a loser cum in her cunt. Once they get to puberty they idealize her and start trying on her panties and lingerie whilst cumming on them and her soap facecreams etc while being bullied and beaten by alpha-males of their own peer group and start to fantasise about not being fuckedup bullied and bruised by dominant males and desire to be loved protected and accepted as sexy females, the females the al[ha-ales are fucking...the over-sexualised girls of unmarried mothers....here begins a discussion...