WRONG or EVER so RIGHT IN A VERY WRONG WAY

Okay. I did it. I don't care. EVERY thing in me says, "What the fuck are you thinking? HOLY HELL!! Why did you just upload that vid clip you found of Mark and that bitch whore Sabine? Why? I don't KNOW. I am hurting. I loved HIM. He betrayed every thing good I ever knew. I ever was... Or ever could have been. I am no longer that caring, loving, nurturing, loyal girl he met those 27 years ago in that bar. No. Lost that weak ass bitch somewhere in the last couple weeks. No. I am now a cold, hard, unrelenting, ball of fucking fury. OUT FOR blood. Bitch. Holy fucking HELL! I can not contain this overflow of pure, raw rage. I can't control it. . The ones closest to me remind me, I get so sick of this shit.. I do. Sabrina.. You LEFT him. YES I DID. I know the reason I left. He knows the reason I left and SHE fucking knew the reason I left. WAS not to leave the relationship at all. It was to get his attention back on me. He had started having feelings for this chick, Jessica. After 26 years of faithful, devoted love.. this man, my husband was slipping away from me. I had just lost my mother to cancer.. I was grieving... I couldn't give him the 24/7 ego massage that he was used to me being on top of. God. I was distracted by the fog for a few months. When I came out of it.. he was already emotionally attached to this one. I couldn't fight. It was too late. I couldn't stay and watch that develop underneath my nose.. Talking to him about it. No. He just denied it. YOU could not deny how intense I could already feel it, see it in his eyes. I could not make love to him the way I wanted. I knew he was thinking about HER. Huh uh. Fuck THAT! No. No fucking way was I serious about to be one of those women who lost to another younger, I don't know... prettier? Who the fuck knows! I don't care. But WHAT? Really. It's gonna to go down in flames like this? OH HELL NO! I got an apartment and moved out. Fuck watching THAT. I swear to God I counted on him realizing what he had let happen. That he would shake it off and COME HOME to me. He didn't. Ah hah haha. What the fuck ever. I gambled. I LOST. Game over? Oh. I don't give up that easy... Fast forward it. So much pain.. So much. he is still gone. I still hold on. He never filed for a divorce. I thought maybe he just didn't want one.. I don't know what I thought. But being at his house for a few days.. made things a little clearer to me. Where he would NOT. He would not..He never once told me that we were done. Not one word. Instead, I was there. Every day. I watched the little fucks hole come and go.. Every fucking one of the bitches knew. KNEW, that I still claimed him as my own. Honestly, I don't know how they had the courage to fuck him. Oh.. hell. I wouldn't fuck with ME. Ah haha. Ha, fuck that crazy.bitch. Think I'll just wait on that divorce decree. Thank you very much.. Yeah. THAT is the way it should have gone. Didn't. I'm not sure how it is that I got here to this.. in this moment, right now.. I DO NOT have any regret posting that vid clip. It IS my way of saying.. I am DONE being disrespected to my fucking face.. Every fucking day that Mark does not give me the time I deserve to discuss our marriage. So. I move ON. My friends.. what you are witnessing is simply EXHIBIT B in Texas Divorce Court. I will file my DAMN self this next week. Grounds for divorce on this 27 and a half year long relationship and marriage is INFIDELTY, ALIENATION of AFFECTION, ABANDONMENT of the MARRIAGE. What the fuck ever I AM DONE.

I chose to post this vid clip of Sabine sucking MY husbands dick because Mark disregarded me. As his wife. His one time only lover, his best friend, his every day companion and partner. We have never been apart. Ever.. in almost 30 years. HOLY FUCK! God. WHAT DID YOU DO!!! MARK. FUCK you. And also because this Sabine, the bitch relished in rubbing my face in it. NO respect for a fuckin LIFETIME MARRIAGE where it was made obvious that I had NO INTENTION of letting ANY of those temporary fuck holes have him. EVER. The out right flaunting that they were fucking a married man just showed how trashy and bottom of barrel bitches were. Holy hell! I'm TIRED.

I dont care what any of you think about me posting that vid clip. I DID IT. I own that. It's CLEAR. It's a small amout of PAYBACK.. That's all. To make me feel a little like I ... I fought back. Bitch! You wanna suck my man's dick? And... let him film it.. okay. Ha ah haha.. But you might want to take it with you when your sorry worn out whore ass gets kicked to the curb. Dumb ass mother fuckers. WHAT the hell were YOU thinking! Fuck you.

K. That's about it, in short form. Got any questions? I'll answer them. Wanna bash me for my reasons in doing such a normally .. uhh.. maybe innappropriate. Ya know, What ever. I DON'T care. I was destroyed. AND STILL... THAT MOTHER FUCKER CHOOSES NOT TO SAY ONE WORD TO ME REGARDING THE STATUS OF.. US. Just go ahead. Keep me hanging on to NOTHING. BITCH. Not even a simple fucking apology. What the FUCK? Now what? Where? and WHY? I just want two things. Closure and understanding of WHAT happened?? GIVE ME THAT FUCKING MUCH!

SassyBri ~