Apologies
Sorry to all who follow me or swap messages with me, I've not felt up to coming here to upload videos or even watch yours. I've been in a fairly deep depression. The reason is that 2 years ago, my best friend, who I've known my Entire life, since ***** Months, died in February and his Birthday is coming in July. It's been so hard trying to go on with my life. Sometimes I do really well, and sometimes I hit a deep, dark, gloomy depression and can't see much light. I was that way for the last month or so. It started and I just slid further and further down into it without even realizing it.
I'd also stopped using a medication I was on for my weight, which probably made things worse by not taking it. While it's not a mood enhancing medicine, it does improve how I feel my own feelings, if that makes any sense. And since I was so down and out, I lost nearly all of my sexual desires. I didn't want to make any videos because my libido was down the drain, and I had no desires to even watch any porn, or even talk with others here who I like and usually write to.
I'm sorry that I've been gone with no messages on why. But I hope this explains my total absence. I'm still trying to get better, and I don't expect I'll totally get back to where I was for some time, but I do hope to get back to where I at least get horny again and feel more desire to be sexually active. It's happening, but very, very slowly. All I seem to want is to play video games and watch art tutorial videos on YouTube. But my sex drive is coming back. So please just give me some time and space and I'll be back to my old self and getting some more pics and vids up for all you horny studs and sexy gals and cum-sluts to watch !
I really have missed you, now that I'm sitting here writing to you, I realize it. I enjoyed people seeing me slide my tools into my cock and fuck my pee-hole. I enjoyed it too!
Just give me a little more time to do some soul-searching and clean up my room a little, as well as my mind. I have a lot I need to clear out and re-organize.
~xXx~
Hard4it
I'd also stopped using a medication I was on for my weight, which probably made things worse by not taking it. While it's not a mood enhancing medicine, it does improve how I feel my own feelings, if that makes any sense. And since I was so down and out, I lost nearly all of my sexual desires. I didn't want to make any videos because my libido was down the drain, and I had no desires to even watch any porn, or even talk with others here who I like and usually write to.
I'm sorry that I've been gone with no messages on why. But I hope this explains my total absence. I'm still trying to get better, and I don't expect I'll totally get back to where I was for some time, but I do hope to get back to where I at least get horny again and feel more desire to be sexually active. It's happening, but very, very slowly. All I seem to want is to play video games and watch art tutorial videos on YouTube. But my sex drive is coming back. So please just give me some time and space and I'll be back to my old self and getting some more pics and vids up for all you horny studs and sexy gals and cum-sluts to watch !
I really have missed you, now that I'm sitting here writing to you, I realize it. I enjoyed people seeing me slide my tools into my cock and fuck my pee-hole. I enjoyed it too!
Just give me a little more time to do some soul-searching and clean up my room a little, as well as my mind. I have a lot I need to clear out and re-organize.
~xXx~
Hard4it
9年前
