Trans Problems

I've experimented with hormones off and on now for a while and I know that I'm transgender. The hardest thing in the world is accepting that no matter what I can't have 100% certainty that this is what I want to do in life because nothing we do is that certain.

I can't figure out what is worse, living your whole life not being who you are, or accepting that this is what you are and face the road ahead.

Both are hard, living a lie for someone else is torture and being your true self can cost you everything. :[